Al- Fatihah buat arwah Nenek ayah

My grandpa on my mum's side (Haji Abdul Malik) passed away today at 90+ years old.

it was 11.30pm during Msia time.

Al-Fatihah.

Dear nenek ayah,

all i can say is.. thank you. and i love you.

i will definitely miss your endless stories about your past and Islam. you had passed on a great deal of teaching to your children and grandchildren. i will not forget. i will always remember.

hope you rest in peace now.

*LOVES*

Sex and the City 2

inspiring SATC women!!

who's who??

call me girly all you want, but I think Sex and the City 2 is a MUST WATCH for everyone!!

I think it is by far the best chick flick ever. absolutely awesome. ok there's no climax to this story, but it was just sooooooooooooooo funny!!!!!

i sat there in the cinema next to my girlfriends, and we were all howling with laughter. i had such a good time. and what a way to de-stress from exams.

i was actually suffering from brain fried. too much information at one go whilst studying for hours.

so, watching this movie was so therapeutic. however, eventhough it's rated 15 here in UK, in Malaysia it should be rated 18. or maybe 21, if there is. now, we wouldn't want people to say that because of these kinda movies is the reason why many young Malaysians have pre-marital sex and the increasing number of rape cases.

there were a few sex scenes (obviously in Malaysia kena potong) and too many sexual references. the movie was really really funny though. Samantha (the sexaholic) was by far my favourite character. ok. minus her crazy sex scenes, she was just so inspiring!

the women looked as if they aged 10 years more from the last movie.

*botox not working or just naturally aging?*

*LOVES*

WORLD CUP!

world cup is just like 2 weeks away.

i love world cup.

remember my whole family would stay up to watch the hottest men on Earth kick some ass on the field. hehehe.

drool. cristiano ronaldo. kaka. cesc fabregas. cannavaro.

damn son.

thats the hormone talking.

NIKE FOOTBALL WORLD CUP -WRITE THE FUTURE

i love this video!!!!!

bring on WORLD CUP 2010!

*LOVES*

arghhh exams.

i hate coming out of the exams and people start discussing bout it.

then made me realise owh shit. why didnt i write that down.

and makes me wonder if i wrote enough points or not.

arghh. just finished medicine design 2.

please God, let me pass this one with flying colours.

or atleast, a pass would be sufficient.

on a lighter note, yayyyyy!! 2 more papers to go!!!!!

Physio. Med Chem. deadly.

*LOVES*

Lets flush the papers down the toilet

FORENSIC SCIENCE - DONE

- ACE IT?????? i don't know.

SOCIAL PHARMACY - DONE

- ACE IT?????? i don't know.

seriously, i love love love what i'm learning in my 2nd year. revising is not stressful because i absolutely enjoy what i am learning. but it annoys me how uni is not like A levels and SPM. seriously i'm not expecting the lecturers to give us hints on what's coming out, but more of like guidance as to how much we have to write e.g how many marks does one main point worth?

that kinda thing.

lesson to learn for 3rd year: do more additional readings and revise throughout the semester.

Social Pharmacy was supposed to be the easiest but it turned out to be ... hmm.. very distracting. til you can't think. like seriously. online exam in the computer suite. as soon as the exam started everyone started to type on the keyboard like annoyingly loud. at times when i need to close my eyes to think, all i could hear was typing noises. lol. but i managed to finish everything in time. as to whether i did well, God knows. all i know is that i don't want to resit please.

next up:

MEDICINE DESIGN 2

PHYSIOLOGY 2

MEDICINAL CHEMISTRY

3rd June. bye bye 2nd year. and i can just pray that I will not have any resits.

*LOVES*

2 weeks... 3 weeks....

okies.

less than 2 weeks from now..

2nd year will finally be over. yay!!

bout 3 weeks from now...

i'll be at home with my loved ones. yayyyyyy!!!!

exam revision has been OK. i just wanna get all the exams over and done with now.

i will always have the feeling of not being ready, but hey... it's always like that.

no matter how much revision i do, that feeling will never go away. so lets get it done FAST!

after exams. it'll be awesome. fun time. i'm counting the days from now.

10 days.

oooohh.. SEX AND THE CITY 2 IS COMING OUT THIS FRIDAY.

gonna take a break from revision and head out to the cinema with the girls!

*LOVES*

Misunderstood

some of my friends thought i'm not ok when they read the blog post.

i'm perfectly fine, people!!!

no worries! =) details later aite?

i've been busy with study study study.

and i can't wait to go back to Malaysia in like A MONTH'S TIME!!! yeayyyyyyyyy!!!

ooooh... and i just got an email from SELANGOR MEDICAL CENTRE!!!

i will be doing A MONTH'S PHARMACY INTERNSHIP THERE!!!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

AND.. AND.. AND.. they allow me to choose the date to start the internship.

calling out to all MY LOVERS FROM SJ (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE),

WE HAVE YET TO DECIDE ON THE DATE OF OUR LANGKAWI TRIP.

LET ME KNOW.

I HAVE BEEN LOOKING for CHEAP FLIGHTS. HEHEHE.

RM200+ to and fro. and hotel. hmm.. that can be settled later.

i just need the date please (i know somewhere mid July).

and i was thinking of 3 days 2 nights.

but 4 days 3 nights would be perfect.

ooohh... and then i will be going to Krabi with my family end of July.

omg. we're sooooooo gonna kacau Ratih's honeymoon.

yes, they're goin to Krabi for honeymoon.

and no.. we didn't plan to kacau her and Haimi.

but she insisted on us coming coz she thinks island hopping would be fun in a group.

yeayyyyyyyyyyyyy!

so from what i see, i think best if i start my internship as soon as i arrive. no?

or maybe a week later.hmmmm.....

DECISIONS! HELP ME!

*LOVES*

When things go wrong

i believe in fate.

sometimes, when things do not go the way i or someone else wants it to be, there must be a reason why.

and believe me, every dark cloud has a silver lining.

i had been in the shittiest state one can ever be, but that taught me to be the better person that i am today.

shit happens.

not coz i want it, but coz God has a better plan for me.

if you're reading this, i'm sure God has a better plan for you.

a better match for you.

i know i'm not. and i can never be.

but i thank you for being wonderful to me. really.

i appreciate it.

*LOVES*