Postponed?

a few days before the MSSM election, i was worried sick that i ate less, slept late and basically talked to myself in the room all the time to prepare for the speech. that showed how much i really wanted to win the post that i was running for. the election was supposed to be on Saturday. i was quite sick on Saturday as i was coughing quite badly. but whatever it was, i went there with an open mind. whether i win or lose, well i just had to leave that to the people, right?

anyways, we all waited for almost 2 hours for the meeting to begin. the crowd that turned up was frustrating. the committee provided like over 100 seats but only bout 1/3 of the seats were filled. i was wondering, what went wrong? i heard the crowd was massive last year and this year, everyone said it was a big frustration. that wasn't only it. after almost 2 hours, the committee announced that the meeting had to be postponed due to some technical problems. basically i don't really blame the committee. it was the Students Union fault. but it's just that i'm worried about the people who came. will there be less people coming for the next meeting? there were obvious pissed-off faces leaving the hall on that day. i was quite unhappy too, but shit happens. and it happened on that day and there was nothing we could do about it.

so anyways, i heard that the postponed meeting/election will be held this Wednesday, if they can get a place to hold the event. i hope things will run more smoothly this time, and i hope more people will come. this is the future of MSSM that we are dealing with.

whatever it is, i have stopped worrying. my appetite is crazy again. i love eating! my friends said i have gained weight (a very happy news for me). and i am certainly not going to lose anymore. maybe gain a bit more... lets say my target is 57 kg? for some girls, they will be like " omg Annis, u dont wanna be obese". but i say hey shut up, thats a healthy weight and if u havent noticed i am 5' 8" (Dian said 5' 9" and i was like u for real???). maybe not the average model height (fyi, to be an international model u have to be atleast 5' 10") but i'm considered abnormally tall for my race. it's impossible for me to date a Malay men or even Asian men without checking that they have to be atleast an inch taller than me. thats sick mannn.

anyways, less than 3 weeks to be home and i'm dead excited. i miss everyone! =)

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THE Week

i just came back from Liverpool this morning so that i could make it to my lectures. had to miss one though coz i couldn't be bothered to take an early morning bus. i went to Liverpool to accompany my friend from Bellerbys Brighton. she had a medic interview and she needed a place to stay for a night. since i know a few people there, i decided to make a little trip to one of my fav cities in UK.

i had a great time spending time with my Liverpool friends. we talked and gossiped for hours. yes, gossiped. despite the facts that my friends there are all guys, they amazed me coz they can just be as bitchy as.. ME. lol. they kept on cracking up silly jokes. and being me, i just can't control my laughter. my friend, Hana just met them and she could already get along with them. hope she will get the offer from Liverpool. she will definitely settle down well in Liverpool with the boys to entertain her.

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on a different note, i am busy preparing myself for the MSSM Annual General Meeting. i am dead nervous and anxious. i have decided long time ago that i want to run for one of the positions in the MSSM committee. i'm not gonna mention what post i will be running, but i really really hope to get the post. i've prepared a manifesto and hopefully MSSM members will give their trust and support for me to be in the committee after listening to my speech this Saturday. i have been active in MSSM ever since i came to Manchester. 2nd year is a crucial year for me to do whatever i want to do. 3rd and 4th year will be a busy time for me, i presume. so i think it's the right time for me to be taking up a major responsibility here, rather than just studying and hanging out with friends. plus, uni life is when ur supposed to be experiencing new things, and this is definitely one of the things that i want to experience before i leave my student life.

time passes by so fast. it's already the end of November and soon i will be going back to Malaysia. i really really miss my family and cat. i'm so excited to go back. and sister getting engaged! yes! 3 more weeks! i'm thrilled. hey don't get me wrong, it's not that i don't like my life here, infact i love it here. but you can't deny, there is no place like home =)

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New Moon is shit

owh my God whoever thinks that this movie is the best movie of the year please don't talk to me. i just wasted 4.25 pounds on this shitty movie.

first thing's first. i am no longer a fan of Rob Pattinson (after he got famous from Twilight). he is so overrated. yes he is hot. but not drooling hot, get it?

i think Bella Swan is constantly on weed coz she talks as if she's high and so expressionless.

the movie is too over rated and the only characters worth watching is Alice Cullen and the wolf pack (minus Jacob).

i just don't get the scenes when Edward and Bella wanted to kiss and they get soooo steamed up but then after 5 seconds they stopped. what the hell was that about?

the love scenes were soooooooooooo unrealistic. really. reality check please. and the conversations were so draggy. i wish i had a remote control to fast forward the love scenes. yikes.

i was sitting next to Zaim and we were criticising non stop throughout the movie. but the only thing that we love about the movie is the existence of Alice Cullen. damnn.. i wanna be like her.

honestly i love chick flicks. romantic/love movie is sooooo my thing. but this New Moon movie is no chick flick. i can only categorise it as an emo movie. the one and only emo movie that i ever watched. haihh. so please. if you don't want to be emo for the rest of the day, don't watch this movie. i finished watching it like an hour ago. now is like 3.20am. atleast i can sleep now and start a brand new day in the morning with no emo-ness.

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Bad Romance

if you haven't heard of this new song from Lady Gaga, i think you guys should search for the music video on youtube. and tell me what you think.

personally, i think the music is good. lyrics... doesn't quite make sense but still ok. video? hmmm.. when i watched it, i was taken aback. and i was wondering, has Lady Gaga really gone gaga? she needs to sort herself out. there were parts of the video where she had very minimal make up on and i think she looks gorgeous. but with make up and her crazy outfits on, i just wished that i was a psychiatrist and i would make sure that she is admitted into my ward.

I want your love and i want your revenge,

You and me could write a bad romance.

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anyways, life has been kind to me so far. yes, i do get annoyed easily by people around me and Aina has to listen to me complaining. sorry Aina. hehehehe.

last night, i was howling with laughter when i talked to Aina. we can just crack up jokes and finish each other's sentences and make even more jokes. owh God. i haven't laughed like... hmm.. to those of you who really really know me. i have tons of different kinds of laughter. and this type of laughter that i had last night was the one that i haven't had for a really long time. i would describe it as high-pitched, FUCKING LOUD, witch-like cackle. Nadia, Khairi and Alvin were next to my room. and they got really freaked out. plus, it was past 12am. i feel sorry for them. but how often do they hear me laughing like that anyway?

i think i have OCD. i'm such a control freak ever since i moved into this new flat. i get really annoyed when the kitchen gets messy, even the slightest mess. so i become bossy with flatmates when they don't clean up their mess. i hate becoming bossy but i have to. coz if not, the dishes wouldn't be cleaned, things would be lying around on the kitchen counter, stove not wiped after cooking etc. and i was like asking myself, since when am i like this? but yeah, i was talking to Aina about this and she said that i should just continue being bossy or else i'd end up being the one who clean up other people's mess. owh not forgetting, i have been soooooooooo honest with people, and when i don't like them doing/say something, i would just show or let them know that i'm not interested. it's not bitchy really, i usually just give them like one word reply like "yeah" or "owh" or "ok". think silent treatment is always the best way to show people that i just don't give a damn. like seriously. what's wrong with me? bitchy much? ok. maybe people don't like this side of me, but being honest is better than being two-face, no?

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KAHWIN!

bro in law and the eldest sis. one word to describe this. APAKAH????

hahaha.. sape nak kawin ni?

Kahwin a.k.a marriage.

ok. no no. i'm not getting married. atleast not now, tomorrow or anytime soon. full stop there.

i dont care if u wanna marah me for publicising this but u cannot marah me coz u publicised this on ur blog. hehhe. u get extra publicity here sis.

anyways, my eldest sister is getting married to her long time bf (9 effin years) who i have been calling abang ipar/bro in law since... forever. hehhehe. so yes, now it's confirmed. my close friends may know this way earlier coz they were asking "bile ratih nak kawin?"

haaaaa.... gitu.

anyway, i'm so friggin excited already (after reading her latest blog post). sorry i couldn't be there to help out with the preparations. but Tey, u can just call me and go "aneq, ko rasa patot tak aku buat camni .... ? ataupon camtu ke?" although i won't be much of a help coz i would say, " aku pon tak tau laa. ikut suke ko la. ko yang nak kawin". hahhahaha. i know. useless sister.

so yeah.. the engagement will be in December. and the wedding itself will be in summer. tarikh dan tempat hanya akan diberitahu kepada yang dijemput tu. klau tak diberitahu tu, maknanye tak dijemput. hahah. how mean of me.

don't mind me. i'm hyper coz i have no class tomorrow. sleeping marathon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Best Friends.. Now and then

This is my best friend.

Her name is Nur Shahira binti Anuar.

i know her since form 1, but we've been best friends from form 2 til now.

these pics above were taken since form 3.

how we've grown throughout the years!

but i still love this girl!

LOVE YA, BESTIE!

BE GONE U EFFIN PMS!

CRAMPS

BACKACHE

EASILY ANNOYED/IRRITATED

FRIGGIN HELL LOADS OF ACNE

WANTS TO SCREAM OR SLAP SOMEONE

ok so the past few days i've been having these effin symptoms. never been this bad. i think it's just coz of my surroundings. and the cold + depressing weather is not helping.shittttttttssssss. wtf.

i wanna get a haircut!!!!!

sorry guys, just wasted ur time.

Slutty not pretty but yeh defo can get u laid

Nicole Kidman -hot, sexy and classy

Megan Fox - hot, sexy but slutty!

okie. where do i start?

Megan Fox. pretty? yes. but not the prettiest.

hot? yes, sizzling.

slutty? yes yes yes!!

okie. this post may have nothing to do with my life but look around.. girls, u need to watch what ur wearing.

the point of this post is to share with u bout my opinion on being hot, sexy but not slutty. and if ur not looking forward to get shagged, u don't wanna look slutty wherever u go (even to the clubs).

personally, i don't favour those girls who dress up sluttily. it's ok to be sexy but not slutty.

ok. now u must be wondering how the hell can u be sexy without being slutty.

sexy doesn't mean that u need to bare as much skin as possible. sexy means self confidence. sexy means walking in style and being classy with good sense of fashion.

on the other hand, slutty is when u dress urself up with as little thread on ur skin as possible. and yes,u'll definitely get 10 guys by looking like a slag, but they just want u for one night stand. don't u think so?

and girls, please look into the mirror before u go out. u know how us girls always bitch about people dressing skimpily. now please. apply that to urself. ask urself if u look sexy or slutty. and don't forget, ur make up and body language can make people think ur slutty.

owhhh.. i just forgot. some girls.. they can get away by wearing tube top and hot pants but in a way, they don't look slutty. they look cute and sexy. again, body language plays a role in this. so when u dress, it's good to get a second opinion.

yes, yes i know. it's a free world. u can wear whatever u want. u can look however u want. if u wanna look slutty, go ahead. i'm not bothered. i'm just giving my opinion on how we girls can look hot and sexy but not slutty and trashy.

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stressssssssss... Gone!

for the past week i had so many stuff to deal with my life.

it was so annoying, i never ever asked for dramas in my life, but they just keep coming.

am i a drama magnet?

omggggggggggg.. tak larat ok. i was so stress! it started off with Nottingham Games. and it didn't end there and then in Notts.. it was brought back to Manchester where i was actually trying to focus on my studies. owh dear god.

but anyways, stress over.i won't elaborate on whatever happened. lets just say a friend's wrongdoing became my concern. and i think in life we just have to set a barrier with our friends. i learnt that knowing less is a bliss. so i told the friend, "i don't want to know anymore". problem and drama gone!

the rest of the week has been a blessing. i started my reading week on Wednesday, and two of my babies, Aina and Debbie came to Manchester to watch BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT! omg. i have never screamed that much in my entire life. BACKSTREET'S BACK, ALRIGHT!

there were 7 of us (Aina, Deb, Laura, Kate, Nadia, Fran and I) who went to the concert. i'm not a fanatic fan of BSB, but i grew up with all these 90s boybands and i love them! enough said. i went wild watching them live. i remember my sisters and I used to go crazy over them when we were young. i used to hate Nick Carter, but oh boy he was so FINE!! =) too bad Kevin is no longer in the band, but they still put out a good show!!!!!

Thursday and today, basically just entertaining Aina and Deb. they had just gone back to London a few hours ago. wished they could stay longer. but oh well. i have my workload to be completed. will post up some pics later when i'm bored.

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