The Twilight Saga - Why people are crazy over it

I was never a fan of the Twilight Saga.

When watched the 1st and 2nd movies of this saga, I was annoyed.

I couldn't understand the craze over Kristen Stewart's dead acting. Or even Rob Pattinson's so-called charming character. Or even the oh-so-hot Taylor Lautner.

I certainly thought it was overrated, cheap hopeless romantic kinda movie. 

But... there was a love-hate relationship. I hated the acting and the storyline, though I find myself to be there at the cinema whenever a new Twilight movie is out. 

I started to enjoy the whole story a little bit when I watched Eclipse. I guess I liked the whole vampire-werewolf war thing going on. And then Breaking Dawn Part 1 came out. Minus the excessive highlight of intense but awesome vampire-human sex scenes, I actually thought the storyline was pretty impressive.

And watching the final movie today, I finally understood the whole obsession over this story. It's not particularly about the characters alone. More about the whole love story. Kinda gave us a tinge of hope to cling to whenever we're involved in a "forbidden love".LOL. That, was what I could gather. And it's even worse when you teared up watching flashbacks of the love story. ah dammit. 

Ok moving on to the rating. Personally I would give it a 8/10. The twist was unexpectable. I thought the acting improved and was more believable. I grew to like Bella the vampire. I guess I'm just drawn to strong women and not the hopeless and helpless women like she used to be when she was a human. Vampires are the living dead creatures but Bella seemed so alive. The whole movie seems to make even more sense. Believe me, I am a huge vampire fan since I was young. I grew up with vampire films. This may not be the best vampire movie, but it was good enough. Of course the excessive lovey dovey scenes were to me, a bit over the top, but somehow I got used to it already. Probably not as bad as the previous ones. 

So there you go. Goodbye Twilight Saga!

VAMPIRE DIARIES FOR THE WIN!

Fresh grad's Major Dilemma

Good news: I will be ending my unemployed life in less than 2 weeks! Well, I have been waiting for this for quite some time already, but you know being a human, we just get terribly anxious that we want something to happen fast. but when we get it, we get scared. coz reality just hits you. in the face.

As I have mentioned earlier, I had applied to both government and private hospitals. Not to mention, a job offer in Singapore that I had to turn down due to personal reasons. Also, I uploaded my CV on Jobstreet. Actually just for the thrill of it. And I actually did get one pharmaceutical company and a retail pharmacy that offered me job interviews. I turned them down since my main aim is to gain clinical experience in hospital first. 

Alhamdulillah. Pharmacists are highly demanded in Malaysia. And pharmacy in Malaysia is definitely growing and heading the right direction - people are actually recognising the importance of pharmacists and our role in healthcare. Slowly, and hopefully in the near future, pharmacists will be given the same respect as given to the doctors, which is the case in developed coutries such as U.S.A and U.K.

So referring to the oh-so-dramatic title, I actually received two job offers at the same time, which are from Sime Darby Medical Centre in Subang Jaya and also from government. Now the "fun" part was when I found out that government (KKM) has decided to send me to Johor. And even more "fun" to find out that gov is paying me higher than SDMC. Excuse for me being so money-minded, but salary is one of the major factors I look at. 

So for these past few days, I have been torn. Initially, I decided to go for SDMC because I want to be close to home. I'm not being a spoilt brat, but really I have been away from home since the tender age of 16 til just before I turned 23. But, govt hosp will be a valuable experience.

So I had to list out both pros and cons of both job offers. To be honest, both are offering a good start in my career. though, a start in gov hosp would give me a greater exposure to the world of clinical pharmacy. in terms of location, SDMC wins hands down. and in terms of saving, I would probably save more money living with family. there are factors such as rents,bills, and groceries etc which I have to consider if moving to Johor. 

It was a tough choice indeed. but considering my 5-year career plan that I have planned, I decided to stick to SDMC. The training is just the same between gov and private hosps. We will be exposed to the same disciplines in hospital pharmacy. but of course, cases in govt hospitals would be more interesting. but guess what? when I work in SDMC, there will be times when I have to go to govt hospital to complete my rotations. you must be wondering what kinda rotations. well, once i start working, I will update this blog more on working as a pharmacist. afterall, the main goals for my first year of working are to pass my pharmacy board exam and complete the logbook and ensuring atleast 60% mark for each rotation.

Some of you may still be wondering, errr... what? Let's put it this way. In a nutshell, 1st year working as a pharmacist is not entirely working. It's like housemanship for doctors. As fresh grad pharmacists, we are known as provisionally registered pharmacists. and once we've passed all of the above after a year's training, we get to be fully registered pharmacists. Once we're fully registered pharmacists, career opportunities will be crazy, locally or even in the foreign countries. Crazy as in there are different types of disciplines that we can choose to pursue - be it hospital, industrial, retail, research/PHD, and even academic.

So that's it from me. Hope everyone is doing well. *Hugs*

Salam Maal Hijrah

Salam Maal Hijrah everyone!

It's a brand new year for us Muslims. 

For whatever that has happened in the past, let bygones be bygones.

We should look forward to a new year, with enthusiasm, hoping for a better year and of course to become a better person than the person you were last year.

I may not be the best Muslimah in the world, but I think every new year,one of the resolutions should be to become a better Muslim. Your definition of "better Muslim" may be different from mine. Regardless, as long as we're heading towards the same direction, we're all doing good deed there right?

Yes, physically I don't look like a Muslimah. I'm weak in that department (please don't judge), but whatever it is, I try my best not to neglect my daily prayers, besides remembering Allah during good and bad times. Bersyukur (grateful to Allah), is one thing that we sometimes forget. everyday is a blessing, and regardless how bad your life is, there's always a blessing in disguise.

Whoever you are, whatever you do, no matter how successful or big you or even your parents are, don't forget, that all that came from Allah. and we must remember, He can give easily, and He can also take it away in just a blink of an eye.

TGFAY! 

(Thank God for another year)

From Uni to Working Life

Today I finally got to meet up with two of my closest friends from Manchester, Nadia and Sue Jinn. It is ridiculous how much we get to see each other back in Malaysia. RIDICULOUS!!! Back in those days, Nadia and I were housemates for 2 years. Sue Jinn and I became close ever since we worked together in MSSM and somehow we got even closer after MSSM. And now since coming back to Malaysia, even meeting up once a month is hard!

I MISS MY GIRLS!

Since both of them have started working and me still unemployed, I decided to go as far as KLCC just to see them. Plus, it's Friday so their lunch break was up to 2+ hours. 

I have been so eager to start working for over 2 months now. I am not the type who enjoy doing nothing for a long period of time. But after listening to these girls talking about their working life, it is kinda scary, how it really is. Nadia comes back around 10 or 11pm every night. If she's lucky, she can leave at 8 or 9pm. Sue Jinn's working life is not as crazy but the fact that it takes an hour to travel to and from her working place, now that's super tiring then anything else.with the traffic and all, and plus waking up early in the morning. *damn please don't get HKL or Ampang Hospital*

In conclusion, as much as I am super eager to start working and earn my own money, I have to be mentally ready for EVERYTHING.I guess patience and determination will help me go through the obstacles. It ain't uni anymore. Coz uni somehow was a bit like finding a person's true identity and that's when everyone comes  out of their shells and learn to mature. Working life will be so much different.

Anyways, still no update on whereabouts am I gonna work. I'm waiting for a letter from KKM and also an email from SDMC. If both of them come at the same time, I will have to choose. I've been thinking a lot, both have their pros and cons. But I guess the main determining factors are salary and location. 

I know this sounds super silly and if my sis Dian finds out about this, she would literally shout at me. It's a well known fact that I watch various tv series online every week. THANK GOD FOR MAXIS FIBRE INTERNET! super fast internet so my weekly schedule is as follow:

Monday: Once Upon a Time

Tuesday: Gossip Girl, 90210, The Voice

Wednesday: The Voice, Pretty Little Liars

Friday: Vampire Diaries, Grey's Anatomy

Saturday: America's Next Top Model

Recently, I finished watching Game of Thrones and Keeping up with the Kardashians.

BUT, as unproductive as it seems, I have been reading blogs by fellow Malaysian pharmacists, just to prepare myself on what's coming. Dian said, TV is a stupid box that makes you even more stupid sometimes. So, I have to even out this stupidity by reading more pharmacy-related stuff.

Updates soon.