End of days?

I am quite an observant person. and people around me tend to tell me their deepest darkest secrets. as bad as they can be, I try my very best not to judge. Because once you start judging, you tend to talk bad about that person, karma might bite your ass back and then for all you know you turn into that person. but if that person is super duper annoying and deserves to be talked about and did something wrong to me, then unfortunately i'm not an angel to stop myself from bitching about him/her.

however.. look around. natural disasters are like daily news. people with no moral values. too common until we ourselves couldn't care less about them. i remember last time during form 1, when heard someone lost his/her virginity, my friends and i would be like "omg. kenapa cam tu? tak sayang ke?" and then now, the reaction would be like.. "owh.. biasa laa tu. nak buat camne. not surprised".

well, this morning i kept on thinking about this. the end of days is coming soon. maybe this is why the daily news in Malaysia are bizarre but common to us.

i am no angel neither am i a devil. but if I can, I try my best to stop myself from doing any of the big sins.ok. maybe part mengumpat tu da terlalu sebati dgn jiwa. that requires a proper soul cleansing. but really, i do try to minimise bitching. and best just to say it straight to that person's face. no matter how harsh it is, it's really rewarding when you just say it to that person's face. contohnye. "you're being a bitch. please deal with it or end of friendship". something like that.

practice makes perfect. once you do it, you don't even have the need to bitch anymore!

ok. point is... it's good to remind each other not to commit sins. i have friends who constantly remind me, and thankfully it's working. at first you may think, owh.. that's my business.why do you even bother? but just remember, only good friends care enough to even bother giving you advise. they are the ones who you can count on when you're in trouble.

*LOVES*

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I ACTUALLY HAVE TONS OF PICS TO UPLOAD BUT BLOGSPOT ONLY ALLOWS A MAXIMUM OF FIVE PICS! Anyways, to those who celebrates, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

lotsa love hugs and kisses

How serious do you want us to get?

What's the definition of a serious relationship?

quite subjective to be honest. it could range from anything really.

it is you and your partner who can only define that.

my bf and i have our own definition.

i've been in and out of relationships, dating etc. all of those didn't work for some reasons. so learning from past experiences, i know what i want in this relationship.

i personally think relationship can only get serious to some extent. same thing as you can only let yourself to love someone to certain extent or else you're the one who'll get hurt. if you're just in a relationship for a few months and already talk about getting married in a few years time, then that's very unlikely. i'm talking from my own past experience.

so as for me, my bf and i are just enjoying each other's company. we talk, we laugh, we go out and do many other things as a couple. and that's pretty much enough for both of us at the moment. we do not feel the need to cling on to each other 24/7. afterall, we both have our studies to worry about and at times we do wanna hang out with our own group of friends. if one day we do wanna be clingy, let it be mutual coz if only one party is clingy and the other is not, then there's no way that's gonna work, is it?

i'm just saying this out coz quite a number of people are questioning whether are we serious about being together. we are happy the way we are right now, thank you.

Successfully passed that *party* stage

i'm getting old. really.

i no longer find parties appealing AT ALL.

back then, when I used to enjoy clubbing, i did not hesitate to go when i get invitations.

and heck, i enjoyed every night out.

i remember going to a club recently with Laura coz it was her birthday. i was reluctant but hey, she made an effort to come to Manchester to celebrate her bday with me, so i just have to return the favour.

i tell you, do not. and i mean it. do not go to clubs on weekends.

the people who were there seriously old enough to be my parents or grandparents. no kidding.

so many middle aged people. i mean seriously. go home and take care of your kids and grandkids.

haihhh... anyways, when i was there, i kept looking at the clock, waiting for the clock to strike at 3am (that's when the club closes). not that i don't enjoy it, i did. but not as much. i got tired from dancing and got so annoyed getting bumped by people coz it was so crowded.

owh well.. that was not the first time i felt like that. last month i went down to London for this party and Goshhh it was horrible.

gladly, i'm getting old. i realise that i enjoy a quiet dinner with the close friends and we just talk. or maybe a shisha session would be fun too. and karaoke! even more fun right?

2010 is a success. i can actually count the number of times i went to parties throughout the year. i can bet you it was no more than 10 nights.

yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

*LOVES*

Fashion or just too much?

sometimes, i feel like i am a boy trapped in a girl's body.

i'm not like many girls, taking the effort everytime they go out, even to a simple mamak restaurant, they would put on something nice and also make up.

as for me, i'd just grab my shorts and t shirt without putting anything on my face and just go. afterall, i'm just going to have roti canai and teh tarik, and there is no need for me to dress up to impress the machas there please.

right. so this morning i was at Syed, and so i saw this couple. the guy was wearing sweater. and the girl was wearing sunglasses. ok. my thought was, damnn... how hot can a mamak restaurant be? ppl, i just came back a cold ass country which was like -2 degrees when i left, and if i could, only if i could, and have the courage, i would just go out around here wearing tank top and shorts. but no. i feel that's inappropriate here.

alright. so that's scene number 1.

in the afternoon, Maliq and I went to Sunway Pyramid. being a critical person, i just can't stand the fashion portrayed by youngsters these days. it's just too much really. if it's not too fancy, i say they're wearing a little too little please. ok. imagine you already wear really short shorts and tank top, and then u wanna feel a bit more sexy by showing ur belly button. nice. but please, wear that when you go lorong haji taib. you'd blend in VERY WELL.

then there was this guy, looked rempit to me. wore freaking leather jacket in freaking shopping mall in MALAYSIA. what the fuckkkkkkkk.... and another guy wore a scarf around his neck. OMG. what's even worse the scarf was trying to look like Burberry tapi tak jadi. how? ok. i don't care much bout the fake scarf, but it was a freaking wool scarf and it's freaking 30 degrees for crying out loud. i know that i have no right. it's a free country. yes, but can some people knock some realistic fashion sense into these people's heads?

people say ohhh Malaysians are critical about clothing and all. well from the above, are we not allowed to be critical? as for the people with baju tak cukup kain, there's a fine line between sexy and slutty. if u wanna look slutty, there are tons of nightclubs around for you to show as much skin as possible. please not in broad daylight. it's not appealing, at all.

i know this issue is kinda petty, but i really do find this annoying.

when people say less is more, i hope some people don't interpret that wrongly.

it means being simple. not too accessorized.

we are in a tropical country with average temperature 30 degrees.

so, i don't see leather jackets and scarves being necessary.

sekian terima kasih.

=)

eat

sleep

eat again

sleep again

and now it's 7.30 in the morning. coz i have been napping too much during the day, i couldn't go back to sleep. soooooooooo weird.

heard the crazy snow in UK?

glad to be running away from the awful chilly weather.

i haven't been revising for a few days. feels even more weird. guess i shall start today.

p/s: i miss you. *hugs*kisses*love*

<3

PMS week

this whole week has been pms week!!! arghhhhhhh

i realise my hormones haven't been behaving very well lately.

i don't usually have pms, or even if i do, i don't think it's severe.

anyways, what happened this whole week was defo unpleasant!!!!!!!!

Cramps for 3 days. Mood swing and bitchy for 5 days.

hehehhe. however, i kinda enjoyed the bitchy part. my mouth somehow went on a rampage. i basically complained bout every single little thing. looking back, i thought it was hilarious.

anyways, today i'm perfectly fine. yesterday, had a bitchfest with my siblings. seriously funny. annoying yet funny. now that's why i try not to tell you guys everything. i tell mama instead coz u guys just loveeeeeeeeeeee to give annoying,unimportant comments just to piss me off. but whatever it is, you 3 bitches are mental! lol. and that includes you little brother. you shouldn't be following your sisters' footsteps AT ALL.

hehe. rant over. truth is siblings are pain in the arse. but they just trying to be a pain coz they find it amusing. in the end of the day, they just tryin to look out for me. and i'm grateful for that. =)

fyi, I CAN'T WAIT!

Quote of the day

i was watching TV and sex and the city was on. so i watched this episode and i don't know why this made me laugh. Samantha Jones was pasting on posters of her lover's picture with a huge word saying "LIAR". a policewoman approached her telling her that it is illegal to do that. and so she replied "This man told me that he loves me and i believed him until the day i caught him meeting with another woman's pussy". so the policewoman backed away, hence approving what she was doing. LOL. i adore Samantha.

hypothetically speaking, you caught your man cheating on you, in front of your eyes. what would you do to him? or to that other woman? hahaha. just a thought coz i remembered being asked that question during a truth or dare session last weekend.

life's been the same old same old. i think 10 days is coming a bit too soon and i don't know why i'm well excited. not that i've never done this before. hehehe. it's 2.13 am. and i don't feel like sleeping. i shall skip my 9am lecture. i miss you, you and you there.. in Malaysia. you know who you are. wish i could board a plane and see all of you now coz i miss you all terribly. *hugs and kisses*