When the fun part starts...

It's like the greatest feeling ever. i swear.

I know I still have one more semester to go, but it feels good knowing that you are that much closer to finishing. it's like a race. eventhough a slow one, but you are trying your best to get to the finish line.

London was definitely a post-exam treat. like proper treat.

FOOD AND SHOPPING AND FRIENDS.

and yes, money.. gone like running water. but was worth every penny.

Now. I really miss those in London. argh. wish can have all of you here in Manchester.

Anyways, class has started, and so has netball training. First netball training was yesterday and we did a bit of fitness training for our stamina. 15 mins. that was the longest we could go. i guess exam fats really have a great effect on us. though, when we started playing, we were not as bad as we thought we would be. applause.

2nd semester timetable is not as pack as the 1st sem's. the more time for us to do our project write up i hope. i really hope to do well this semester.

ANYWAYS, THIS IS THE LATEST PIC OF MY NIECE, HAILIE DEANDRA.

now 8 1/2 months old.

don't ask me why her hair isn't growing much.

her parents refuse to shave her head.

i miss her.

Exam period

Alhamdulillah.

my final year 1st sem exam will be done in 2 days time.

I am much more relaxed now.

had exams today and the day before.

will be having exams tomorrow and the day after.

meaning, exams 4 days in a row.

I swear even now, I feel like a superwoman.

The ability to keep calm during exam period. now that's one thing that I constantly fail for the past few years.

but this year, I can't afford to do so.

My MPharm degree is on the line here and if I were to breakdown after each paper, then there's a chance of me failing the remaining papers, no?

People are like.. omg. kesian nye 4 papers in a row. omg how are you gonna do it? omg salute. omg 3 papers in a row and i'm already going nuts about it. argh.

OMG PEOPLE! have some sense of optimism puhlease!

it is shit. but what the heck, it's better to say you can do it rather than being all pessimistic.

Thank God. 4 papers down. 2 more to go.

and my sanity is still intact.

Papers were tough. but I can't afford to mourn over each of them.

no.

focus on the next one. and the next one. and the next one.

so yeh.. just a little story there for you people.

plans have been made for post exam celebration!

will be going to London. and no.. not going clubbing or partying whatsoever.

i have passed that time. only been clubbing once since starting of the final year in Sept.

Would prefer not to club til the end of my degree.. hmm.. some events are just tempting. just saying. eheh.

what the heck.

OK so London means:

Nadia

Iqa

Neng

Izzah

Food

Gossip

Pure relaxation.

Bliss.

I CAN'T WAIT!

Reality Check

5 more days in Malaysia.

5 more days of heaven on Earth.

then.. go back to reality.

Exam period is the time when you get all stressed up.

You may not say it, but the only thing on your mind is getting through the exams and hopefully pass with flying colours.

Sometimes, I wished I could go back to when I was in secondary school, when life was pretty easy. I was stressed a bit with SPM but that's just it you know.

now at 22, I have to think about making sure that I MUST get my degree in July and I MUST atleast get a second upper class. First class is not impossible, but it's a bit too tough. my brain capacity may not allow me to do so.

so yes, I am super anxious. it's a different kind of anxiety. the past years, I could say to myself, if I don't pass this, then I'll have a second chance. just do the re-take.

but now.. if I don't pass this, means I have to retake, but graduating in December rather than July. and of course, suffer the consequences of getting mad at by my parents. aiyoo.

scary ok.

i'm just gonna do my best. i have been studying. but i always feel it's not enough.

there's so much that this brain can take.

so, i can only pray for my final 5 months as an MPharm undergraduate student to go as smoothly as possible.

Bismillah.

All the best to everyone going through the stress of exams.