Best Friends.. Now and then

This is my best friend.

Her name is Nur Shahira binti Anuar.

i know her since form 1, but we've been best friends from form 2 til now.

these pics above were taken since form 3.

how we've grown throughout the years!

but i still love this girl!

LOVE YA, BESTIE!

BE GONE U EFFIN PMS!

CRAMPS

BACKACHE

EASILY ANNOYED/IRRITATED

FRIGGIN HELL LOADS OF ACNE

WANTS TO SCREAM OR SLAP SOMEONE

ok so the past few days i've been having these effin symptoms. never been this bad. i think it's just coz of my surroundings. and the cold + depressing weather is not helping.shittttttttssssss. wtf.

i wanna get a haircut!!!!!

sorry guys, just wasted ur time.

Slutty not pretty but yeh defo can get u laid

Nicole Kidman -hot, sexy and classy

Megan Fox - hot, sexy but slutty!

okie. where do i start?

Megan Fox. pretty? yes. but not the prettiest.

hot? yes, sizzling.

slutty? yes yes yes!!

okie. this post may have nothing to do with my life but look around.. girls, u need to watch what ur wearing.

the point of this post is to share with u bout my opinion on being hot, sexy but not slutty. and if ur not looking forward to get shagged, u don't wanna look slutty wherever u go (even to the clubs).

personally, i don't favour those girls who dress up sluttily. it's ok to be sexy but not slutty.

ok. now u must be wondering how the hell can u be sexy without being slutty.

sexy doesn't mean that u need to bare as much skin as possible. sexy means self confidence. sexy means walking in style and being classy with good sense of fashion.

on the other hand, slutty is when u dress urself up with as little thread on ur skin as possible. and yes,u'll definitely get 10 guys by looking like a slag, but they just want u for one night stand. don't u think so?

and girls, please look into the mirror before u go out. u know how us girls always bitch about people dressing skimpily. now please. apply that to urself. ask urself if u look sexy or slutty. and don't forget, ur make up and body language can make people think ur slutty.

owhhh.. i just forgot. some girls.. they can get away by wearing tube top and hot pants but in a way, they don't look slutty. they look cute and sexy. again, body language plays a role in this. so when u dress, it's good to get a second opinion.

yes, yes i know. it's a free world. u can wear whatever u want. u can look however u want. if u wanna look slutty, go ahead. i'm not bothered. i'm just giving my opinion on how we girls can look hot and sexy but not slutty and trashy.

*LOVES*

stressssssssss... Gone!

for the past week i had so many stuff to deal with my life.

it was so annoying, i never ever asked for dramas in my life, but they just keep coming.

am i a drama magnet?

omggggggggggg.. tak larat ok. i was so stress! it started off with Nottingham Games. and it didn't end there and then in Notts.. it was brought back to Manchester where i was actually trying to focus on my studies. owh dear god.

but anyways, stress over.i won't elaborate on whatever happened. lets just say a friend's wrongdoing became my concern. and i think in life we just have to set a barrier with our friends. i learnt that knowing less is a bliss. so i told the friend, "i don't want to know anymore". problem and drama gone!

the rest of the week has been a blessing. i started my reading week on Wednesday, and two of my babies, Aina and Debbie came to Manchester to watch BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT! omg. i have never screamed that much in my entire life. BACKSTREET'S BACK, ALRIGHT!

there were 7 of us (Aina, Deb, Laura, Kate, Nadia, Fran and I) who went to the concert. i'm not a fanatic fan of BSB, but i grew up with all these 90s boybands and i love them! enough said. i went wild watching them live. i remember my sisters and I used to go crazy over them when we were young. i used to hate Nick Carter, but oh boy he was so FINE!! =) too bad Kevin is no longer in the band, but they still put out a good show!!!!!

Thursday and today, basically just entertaining Aina and Deb. they had just gone back to London a few hours ago. wished they could stay longer. but oh well. i have my workload to be completed. will post up some pics later when i'm bored.

*LOVES*

Running.. running.. as far away as i can

As the first phrase of Cheryl Cole's song goes,

"TOO MUCH OF ANYTHING CAN MAKE YOU SICK"...

I have to say i agree with that phrase very much.

lately, i've been having this problem..

i cant stay long with people that i'm close with.

i get annoyed easily. very easily.

when i'm annoyed, i get bitchy or talk/respond less. and the bitchy side of me is not pretty. so i tend to hurt the ones that i love.

i don't know. maybe i've grown up in certain ways. 20 years old. owh well. no.. if u think i'm PMSing, i'm not. really.

so last weekend, i had to get away from Manchester.. and go down to London to attend Aina's house party. yes.. the things i do for you, Aina. and happy belated birthday. i love u like a hell lot ok.

anyways, the house party was more like a KTJ reunion. a lot of us KTJians especially the Londoners came. not forgetting those from Manchester, Liverpool, Warwick, Nottingham. omg. it was great. people that i haven't seen for years were there. happy =)

it was great. but the cooking and setting up part were stressful. haha. i felt sorry for Aina coz she had to put up with me making stress+bitchy+annoying faces/gestures.

yeh anyway, i still didnt wanna leave Aina's house though. so i went back to Manchester on Monday morning when i had a lecture at 10am. i managed to go! *proud of myself*

*LOVES*

OMG..... 100TH POST!

not bad for a blog that just started earlier this year. =) 100th post, it is!

anyway.. i believe that weekends aren't meant for me to be lazy!

always always and always full of plans. planned and unplanned.

i'm even more relaxed on weekdays, to be honest.

adding on to the hecticness, i had to say HI to Mr COLD, coz he hasnt visited me for so long. and so he visited me yesterday morning and is goin to be with me for the next couple of days. STRESS!! i hate getting COLD. a tissue must be over my nose all the time. hingus bagaikan air terjun.

my weekend started on Thursday. hehehhe. i love it. but it was Eric's birthday. just when i thought i wanted to stay in for the night, had to go over to his apartment to celebrate with him. Eric is leaving Manchester next week, and i, as part of the gang, am gonna miss him a lot. =( he said he had the best birthday ever. glad to hear that, Eric. =)

nothing exciting done on Friday. that was my only resting day. Saturday was tiring. went to Trafford Centre. made a bit of damage to my bank account. splurge. as usual. on dresses. it was a bit annoying to shop when i had runny nose. argh. came back. Tony bought Singstar. and so after dinner, we sang for friggin 4 hours. and then.. i STRESS. voice gone. body damn tired. tapi perut kempis sket sbb nyanyi byk sgt. ok. seriously, singing is an exercise when u have to hit the high and low notes. TIRING.

didn't wanna wake up this morning. but Laura texted to meet her. havent met her since my birthday so.. i just had to wake up. it was 11 anyway. so yeahh.. went to Arndale. Dorothy Perkins was a bitch. 10 pounds on a pair of black flats. hehehhe. so i said.. why not? before anyone else gets them. just came home from an intensive netball training. pancit. i have a very low stamina, hence the reason why i only have to guard the goal post! but still running here n there.. phew.. then came back and Nadia told me that she's gonna get singstar vol 1. i think i'm gonna pass out before the night ends.

oooohh.. Backstreet Boys and Beyonce will be in Manchester on 4th and 18th Nov. dangggggggggggggg.... was contemplating whether i should go to BSB or Beyonce. BSB are legends... and Beyonce is an amazing performer so both concerts are worth watching. thats why.. i'm planning to watch both!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell yeah! =)

*LOVES*

Appreciate

Something different to read about for a change.....

We as humans are constantly dissatisfied with whatever we have in present, be it looks, material, job, bf or even friends.

We constantly compare our lives to others.

We constantly feel that we're not enough.

but hey, for how long do we have to keep feeling like that? for the rest of our lives?

Life is short. whatever we have right now is a blessing from God. make the most out of them. appreciate those gifts. if we're facing difficulty, treat it like a test and learn from it. that test may make us stronger.

people who look perfect on the outside, may not be on the inside.

so the lesson is, STOP COMPARING YOURSELVES TO OTHERS and APPRECIATE LIFE AS IT IS.

*LOVES*