=)

eat

sleep

eat again

sleep again

and now it's 7.30 in the morning. coz i have been napping too much during the day, i couldn't go back to sleep. soooooooooo weird.

heard the crazy snow in UK?

glad to be running away from the awful chilly weather.

i haven't been revising for a few days. feels even more weird. guess i shall start today.

p/s: i miss you. *hugs*kisses*love*

<3

PMS week

this whole week has been pms week!!! arghhhhhhh

i realise my hormones haven't been behaving very well lately.

i don't usually have pms, or even if i do, i don't think it's severe.

anyways, what happened this whole week was defo unpleasant!!!!!!!!

Cramps for 3 days. Mood swing and bitchy for 5 days.

hehehhe. however, i kinda enjoyed the bitchy part. my mouth somehow went on a rampage. i basically complained bout every single little thing. looking back, i thought it was hilarious.

anyways, today i'm perfectly fine. yesterday, had a bitchfest with my siblings. seriously funny. annoying yet funny. now that's why i try not to tell you guys everything. i tell mama instead coz u guys just loveeeeeeeeeeee to give annoying,unimportant comments just to piss me off. but whatever it is, you 3 bitches are mental! lol. and that includes you little brother. you shouldn't be following your sisters' footsteps AT ALL.

hehe. rant over. truth is siblings are pain in the arse. but they just trying to be a pain coz they find it amusing. in the end of the day, they just tryin to look out for me. and i'm grateful for that. =)

fyi, I CAN'T WAIT!

Quote of the day

i was watching TV and sex and the city was on. so i watched this episode and i don't know why this made me laugh. Samantha Jones was pasting on posters of her lover's picture with a huge word saying "LIAR". a policewoman approached her telling her that it is illegal to do that. and so she replied "This man told me that he loves me and i believed him until the day i caught him meeting with another woman's pussy". so the policewoman backed away, hence approving what she was doing. LOL. i adore Samantha.

hypothetically speaking, you caught your man cheating on you, in front of your eyes. what would you do to him? or to that other woman? hahaha. just a thought coz i remembered being asked that question during a truth or dare session last weekend.

life's been the same old same old. i think 10 days is coming a bit too soon and i don't know why i'm well excited. not that i've never done this before. hehehe. it's 2.13 am. and i don't feel like sleeping. i shall skip my 9am lecture. i miss you, you and you there.. in Malaysia. you know who you are. wish i could board a plane and see all of you now coz i miss you all terribly. *hugs and kisses*

Let lose

if i lose that one thing, then i don't think there's a point to any of this anymore.

that was what i thought earlier.

i think women should learn how to switch off their unnecessary thoughts. really.

i think we think wayyyyyyyyyyy too much.

probably 100x more than men do.

that's why the saying "men are from Mars and women are from Venus" is true.

sometimes, i wish i was a man. well atleast the part where you think less. we women are too complex. how to make us simpler?

i enjoy laughter. i enjoy happiness. i hate thinking the unnecessary coz that only contributes to sadness.

but the more i try to stop those thoughts, i tend to think even more. which is even worse right. argh. where is the switch off button when i need one?

ok. switched off.

i will be fine. =D

on a lighter note, 2o days!!!!!!!! i can't wait!

*LOVES*

It feels like a bitch fest

i'm feeling pretty bitchy right now. and i'm ready for a downright bitching session.

when i moved into this new flat of mine, i used to wonder why is it constantly warm in this flat eventhough outside temperature is like <15>

and so Nadia and i made a conclusion that probably we've been doing too many sins by bitching/gossiping about people. owhkay. so, i've been toning down a little bit.

the thing is, when you live in Manchester, you meet so many people. and people just tend to piss you off or even make you feel annoyed up to the point where even if that person doesn't do anything wrong to you, his/her presence is enough to drive you up the wall. so yeah FML for having these kinda people around me.

such a contradicting post to the previous one. seriously i love living in Manchester and i'm lucky to be able to study. but there are certain people who i just have to avoid. just so i can prevent myself from bitching about them.

thank you. hehehe. rant over.

but seriously, how i wish to go back to Cambridge where there ain't much bitching going around. argh.

*LOVES*

Pretty amazing!

ever wonder why life is so blessed?

ever wonder how and why you deserve all these blessings coz most of the time you just do shit?

i do wonder at times.

as a Muslim, i'm not perfect. at all.

for my sins and wrongdoings, i don't think i deserve what i have now.

a huge blessing.

yesterday, i had a 2 1/2 hours skype conference with two of my closest friends - Maliq and Batch. and of course Jaja too, tp die tak byk ckp. hope u get well soon dear. skyping with them. made me laugh non stop. that loud high pitch witch cackle that i thought i haven't had for quite sometime.you both brought the worst in me. wth that's the best feeling ever. i love you both. you both are one of the many blessings in my life. =D

and mama called while i was out with friends. complaining about my two cats that constantly fight. another blessing. getting to hear my mother's voice, eventhough she's thousands of miles away from me. she calls me every few days. usually i would forget to ask her to call. but she never forgets. knowing that my family is healthy and safe and all well is a true blessing.

then the best friend sms me this morning when i was still fast asleep. a blessing to hear from her after she's done her exams. and quickly told her that i miss her. and longing to hear updates from her. i miss you, shera.

yeh so i woke up this morning and just wondered. why so blessed?

Alhamdulillah, is all i can say.

maybe one day if Allah wanna take it all away, He can just do it in a second.

so, appreciate. life is beautiful. more than you actually realised.

*LOVES*

Long Gone!

It's been almost 3 months since my last post. sorry guys, guess current life is keeping me way too busy til i have no time to think about updating my blog.

anyways, incase you didn't know, i'm back in my second home, Manchester. good to be back but at the same time uni life is driving me nuts. nuts as it may seem, i'm enjoying my life as well =)

where to start? well... before the start of uni term, my friends and i went for a short trip to Barcelona. i thought the city was amazing. sunshine. perfect weather. a total opposite of UK. spanish men and women. owh so pretty. cuci mata baek punya. anyways, stayed in a cosy little apartment that had 2 bedrooms and 1 sofa bed. just enough for the 5 of us - me, Aina, Diyana, Dan and Alvin. trip was too short for us to explore Barcelona. hope to visit again. coz sure was a sweet sweet memory. =D

then uni started. oh my. 9-5 pm every other day. i thought i was going mad. felt tired all the time but now i'm pretty much used to it. it's already the 9th week fyi. sooooo fast! but hey, i can't wait for Christmas break! ooh ooh breaking news. i've been studying ALMOST everyday now. pretty much proud of myself considering the past 2 years i chose to put other things e.g MSSM as top priority, hence the reason why i only managed to get a borderline 2nd upper class for my 2nd year. nevertheless, i was very much satisfied with my achievement. was actually expecting 2nd lower class, considering the 1 month before exam preparation. not impressed!

good news is i am slowly gaining back my quiet social life, thank God. MSSM is out of the way. as much as i love the freedom, my heart constantly aches for the sorely missed preparation of big events, the committee meetings and basically meeting new people. the annual general meeting was a week ago. and believe it or not, i cried when my president announced that the committee is dissolved. pardon me for the emotional ex vice president, but i think i had the best committee one can ever ask for.. and plus i'm gonna miss all the bitching and gossiping sessions we had everytime we had meetings. we pretty much compliment each other in the committee, and for that i am grateful. no dramas in the committee. mr ex pres Shang Neng sure did an amazing job in leading our committee. three cheers to you! my beautiful sweet girls - Shwu Wei, Fion, Jacqueline, Sue Jinn, Yee You, Lay Pin and Pearl - u girls are like sisters to me eventhough you enjoy calling me mummy. i love you. the boys - Gray, Syaz, Lucas and Tian Ji.. so few of you but we definitely bonded well. gonna miss the jokes and laughter with y'all. =)

and now i have quite a regular daily routine. wake up. shower. go to class. come back from class. nap. tv series. cook. eat. gossip session with Nadia or Dan or sometimes both of them, and sometimes Khairi will join in too. revise. sleep. then some days will go out with a couple of friends, just chill at a shisha cafe or dinner.

i like how it is now.