Fashion or just too much?

sometimes, i feel like i am a boy trapped in a girl's body.

i'm not like many girls, taking the effort everytime they go out, even to a simple mamak restaurant, they would put on something nice and also make up.

as for me, i'd just grab my shorts and t shirt without putting anything on my face and just go. afterall, i'm just going to have roti canai and teh tarik, and there is no need for me to dress up to impress the machas there please.

right. so this morning i was at Syed, and so i saw this couple. the guy was wearing sweater. and the girl was wearing sunglasses. ok. my thought was, damnn... how hot can a mamak restaurant be? ppl, i just came back a cold ass country which was like -2 degrees when i left, and if i could, only if i could, and have the courage, i would just go out around here wearing tank top and shorts. but no. i feel that's inappropriate here.

alright. so that's scene number 1.

in the afternoon, Maliq and I went to Sunway Pyramid. being a critical person, i just can't stand the fashion portrayed by youngsters these days. it's just too much really. if it's not too fancy, i say they're wearing a little too little please. ok. imagine you already wear really short shorts and tank top, and then u wanna feel a bit more sexy by showing ur belly button. nice. but please, wear that when you go lorong haji taib. you'd blend in VERY WELL.

then there was this guy, looked rempit to me. wore freaking leather jacket in freaking shopping mall in MALAYSIA. what the fuckkkkkkkk.... and another guy wore a scarf around his neck. OMG. what's even worse the scarf was trying to look like Burberry tapi tak jadi. how? ok. i don't care much bout the fake scarf, but it was a freaking wool scarf and it's freaking 30 degrees for crying out loud. i know that i have no right. it's a free country. yes, but can some people knock some realistic fashion sense into these people's heads?

people say ohhh Malaysians are critical about clothing and all. well from the above, are we not allowed to be critical? as for the people with baju tak cukup kain, there's a fine line between sexy and slutty. if u wanna look slutty, there are tons of nightclubs around for you to show as much skin as possible. please not in broad daylight. it's not appealing, at all.

i know this issue is kinda petty, but i really do find this annoying.

when people say less is more, i hope some people don't interpret that wrongly.

it means being simple. not too accessorized.

we are in a tropical country with average temperature 30 degrees.

so, i don't see leather jackets and scarves being necessary.

sekian terima kasih.

=)

eat

sleep

eat again

sleep again

and now it's 7.30 in the morning. coz i have been napping too much during the day, i couldn't go back to sleep. soooooooooo weird.

heard the crazy snow in UK?

glad to be running away from the awful chilly weather.

i haven't been revising for a few days. feels even more weird. guess i shall start today.

p/s: i miss you. *hugs*kisses*love*

<3

PMS week

this whole week has been pms week!!! arghhhhhhh

i realise my hormones haven't been behaving very well lately.

i don't usually have pms, or even if i do, i don't think it's severe.

anyways, what happened this whole week was defo unpleasant!!!!!!!!

Cramps for 3 days. Mood swing and bitchy for 5 days.

hehehhe. however, i kinda enjoyed the bitchy part. my mouth somehow went on a rampage. i basically complained bout every single little thing. looking back, i thought it was hilarious.

anyways, today i'm perfectly fine. yesterday, had a bitchfest with my siblings. seriously funny. annoying yet funny. now that's why i try not to tell you guys everything. i tell mama instead coz u guys just loveeeeeeeeeeee to give annoying,unimportant comments just to piss me off. but whatever it is, you 3 bitches are mental! lol. and that includes you little brother. you shouldn't be following your sisters' footsteps AT ALL.

hehe. rant over. truth is siblings are pain in the arse. but they just trying to be a pain coz they find it amusing. in the end of the day, they just tryin to look out for me. and i'm grateful for that. =)

fyi, I CAN'T WAIT!

Quote of the day

i was watching TV and sex and the city was on. so i watched this episode and i don't know why this made me laugh. Samantha Jones was pasting on posters of her lover's picture with a huge word saying "LIAR". a policewoman approached her telling her that it is illegal to do that. and so she replied "This man told me that he loves me and i believed him until the day i caught him meeting with another woman's pussy". so the policewoman backed away, hence approving what she was doing. LOL. i adore Samantha.

hypothetically speaking, you caught your man cheating on you, in front of your eyes. what would you do to him? or to that other woman? hahaha. just a thought coz i remembered being asked that question during a truth or dare session last weekend.

life's been the same old same old. i think 10 days is coming a bit too soon and i don't know why i'm well excited. not that i've never done this before. hehehe. it's 2.13 am. and i don't feel like sleeping. i shall skip my 9am lecture. i miss you, you and you there.. in Malaysia. you know who you are. wish i could board a plane and see all of you now coz i miss you all terribly. *hugs and kisses*

Let lose

if i lose that one thing, then i don't think there's a point to any of this anymore.

that was what i thought earlier.

i think women should learn how to switch off their unnecessary thoughts. really.

i think we think wayyyyyyyyyyy too much.

probably 100x more than men do.

that's why the saying "men are from Mars and women are from Venus" is true.

sometimes, i wish i was a man. well atleast the part where you think less. we women are too complex. how to make us simpler?

i enjoy laughter. i enjoy happiness. i hate thinking the unnecessary coz that only contributes to sadness.

but the more i try to stop those thoughts, i tend to think even more. which is even worse right. argh. where is the switch off button when i need one?

ok. switched off.

i will be fine. =D

on a lighter note, 2o days!!!!!!!! i can't wait!

*LOVES*

It feels like a bitch fest

i'm feeling pretty bitchy right now. and i'm ready for a downright bitching session.

when i moved into this new flat of mine, i used to wonder why is it constantly warm in this flat eventhough outside temperature is like <15>

and so Nadia and i made a conclusion that probably we've been doing too many sins by bitching/gossiping about people. owhkay. so, i've been toning down a little bit.

the thing is, when you live in Manchester, you meet so many people. and people just tend to piss you off or even make you feel annoyed up to the point where even if that person doesn't do anything wrong to you, his/her presence is enough to drive you up the wall. so yeah FML for having these kinda people around me.

such a contradicting post to the previous one. seriously i love living in Manchester and i'm lucky to be able to study. but there are certain people who i just have to avoid. just so i can prevent myself from bitching about them.

thank you. hehehe. rant over.

but seriously, how i wish to go back to Cambridge where there ain't much bitching going around. argh.

*LOVES*

Pretty amazing!

ever wonder why life is so blessed?

ever wonder how and why you deserve all these blessings coz most of the time you just do shit?

i do wonder at times.

as a Muslim, i'm not perfect. at all.

for my sins and wrongdoings, i don't think i deserve what i have now.

a huge blessing.

yesterday, i had a 2 1/2 hours skype conference with two of my closest friends - Maliq and Batch. and of course Jaja too, tp die tak byk ckp. hope u get well soon dear. skyping with them. made me laugh non stop. that loud high pitch witch cackle that i thought i haven't had for quite sometime.you both brought the worst in me. wth that's the best feeling ever. i love you both. you both are one of the many blessings in my life. =D

and mama called while i was out with friends. complaining about my two cats that constantly fight. another blessing. getting to hear my mother's voice, eventhough she's thousands of miles away from me. she calls me every few days. usually i would forget to ask her to call. but she never forgets. knowing that my family is healthy and safe and all well is a true blessing.

then the best friend sms me this morning when i was still fast asleep. a blessing to hear from her after she's done her exams. and quickly told her that i miss her. and longing to hear updates from her. i miss you, shera.

yeh so i woke up this morning and just wondered. why so blessed?

Alhamdulillah, is all i can say.

maybe one day if Allah wanna take it all away, He can just do it in a second.

so, appreciate. life is beautiful. more than you actually realised.

*LOVES*