I still have YOU!

I lost something.

i was sad. maybe still a bit sad. but i'm not grieving over it.

I think i'm gonna be okay.

coz I realised that i actually got it back, but maybe in another form.

so now. i'm cool with it.

lesson learned: when you lost something or someone, it's not a total loss. sooner or later, you'll realise that you'll get it back.. may not be the same thing or the same person, but just know that it's for the best.

I JUST FINISHED MY FIRST EXAM.

I HAVE 5 MORE TO GO AND 11 DAYS TILL THE END OF EXAM PERIOD. YAY!

A pleasant morning

i am a morning person.

i love doing things during the day, get them over n done with, then.. at night.. just chill and relax then go to bed.

went to bed at 11.30am and woke up fresh at 7am.

thank God.

then studied for almost 2 hours and now i'm just taking a break.

my exam is starting in 3 days! i just want it to be over A.S.A.P!

on a lighter note, i'm still deciding whether i should go shopping later. hmmmphh..

it's January sale here and almost everything is like 50-70% off. so yehh.. u can imagine how crazy i can go =)

i'm feeling a bit homesick. maybe coz i'm alone at my flat. Nadia hasn't come back yet. =(

Manchy Land

landed in Manchester last night.

flight was 1 hour delayed. grrrr. owh why Emirates. i think you should try to be more on time. it's pretty annoying to wait, u know.

touched down safely at 7.40pm. passed the immigration and claimed my baggage.

luckily had a friend on the plane so decided to get a taxi together to go home.

reached home at 9pm. phewwww

argh. now i'm having jetlag. slept at 2am woke up at 11am. thought i slept a bit too much, that's why. soooooooooo sleepy. so at 2pm i slept again, with the hope to wake up fresh after 2 hours.

but noooooooo... 7pm!!!!!!! gile babiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!! 5 hours nap.

still feeling sleepy! but managed to do a bit of revising for about an hour. hehehe.

huhu. i misss homeeeeeee. berat sangat nak tinggalkan rumah. =(

Take A Breath, Take It Deep

being at home made me realise how lucky i am to be me.

now that the holiday is almost coming to an end, i'm like owh shit. I don't wanna leave.

and owh shit. back to reality.

i'm leaving the people that i love here.

and i'm not going to see them another 6 months.

then again, i'm going back to Manchester to be with the people that I love there.

having two homes for the past 4 years. now that's weird. but then again, i'm grateful.

may not have all the people that i love in one place, but atleast i have them in both places.

may not be the same, but that's life.

there are things that I need to settle back in Manchester.

exams, studies etc.

so as much as I hate to leave, I still have to leave.

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Where's the momentum gone to?

i had revised throughout the university term.

may not be everyday, but before i came back to Malaysia, I pretty much covered ALL the lecture materials.

so the goal when I'm back to Malaysia is just to TRY memorise and maybe do a bit of additional readings.

so i did.

it's the 3rd week since i came back to Malaysia.

and i have already lost the momentum to study.

why? well.. imagine reading through the same shit over and over again.

i may not be able to remember every single word coz i don't have a photographic memory, but seriously khatam byk kali aint solving ANYTHING.

argh. well. what to do. and hey, my "favourite" time of the month is back!

owh my god.

it just adds up, doesn't it??

boooooooooooooooooooooo

owh here's my exam timetable and i bet you're gonna love it.

17th January - Oral exam for OTC medicines. 1 1/2 hour.Probably the easiest of all. basically just have to interview a "patient" and ask him/her what's wrong yadayadayada.. and then recommend a medicine. owh there's also a written paper, but open book. hoping to score for this please!

19th January - Pharmaceutical Microbiology. probably not that difficult, but this is my least favourite subject. so if i do score for this, AMIN!

21st January - Chemotherapy. definitely the hardest but I LOVEEEEE THIS SUBJECT. the shitty thing is.. you just can't miss a word from your lecture notes. if you do, you may be screwed. and i didn't do well for the mid term test. FML. i'm just hoping for the best.

25th January - Pharmacology. my favourite subject too. but MCQ and negative marking's a biatchhhhhh! but i'm gonna try my best to score this one.

26th January - Phytotherapy. basically herbal remedies. interesting but sometimes i just don't see the point of this subject. may be one of the easiest to score. so shall try.

28th January - Disease Management. i love this too. basically need to see a prescription then find whatever that can be done to correct it. drug interactions etc

third year may be a bitch but i really do enjoy what i'm learning. makes me even more eager to graduate and work!

*LOVES*

No Sunshine Without Them

friends may come and go.

but the best ones stay forever.

i met up with Shera, Maliq, Batch and Jaja today. these people are probably some of my oldest friends. Batch, i have to say you got the award for being my oldest friend. hands down.

12 years down the road. thats a hell lot of memories.

I know Shera, Maliq and Jaja at pretty much the same time. form 1.

have been best friends with Shera since form 2.

Jaja, being one of my closest friends since form 2.

and Maliq.. you're my best boyfriend ever since i don't know when. form 3? haha.

looking back. we all grew up together up til end of form 3. then form 4 Maliq and I left SMSJ.

And yet, we still managed to maintain the close ties even in different schools.

we constantly missed each other's presence.

now we are all scattered. regardless how busy we are, if we're back home, we always.. ALWAYS have and will make time to meet up with each other.

we're all turning 22 this year. ok. Maliq and Shera -21. haha. we've come a long long way. and yet we still manage to maintain our friendship.

i'm so grateful to have you all in my life.

okeh korang hold your thoughts. i'm not being emo or anything. just being grateful =D

to my favourite SJians - Shera, Maliq, Batch, Jaja, Aliah, Syam, Nina, Azzy.

this post is dedicated to you all.

with love.

Happy 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

1.1.11!

2010 was awesome.

slight glitches and such, but still memorable and loads of beautiful memories. Alhamdulillah.

as for 2011, i'm not gonna make any resolutions.

there's no need to have any, coz if i break it, then it means i'm not being true to myself.

i just came back from a short break with my family. went to Melaka. nothing much there, just enjoyed the good food.

i've been studying everyday, but God knows how much info that i have to fit into this tiny brain of mine. i'm just hoping for the best. and who says no such thing as studying when back at home? of course, home has a lot of distractions, but it's up to u to actually divide ur time wisely.

spare 6-8 hours of studying a day. 8-10 hours of sleep. then i have bout 6-10 hours to do anything that i want. that's a lot of spare time, really.

fingers crossed. i'm hoping for a first class in my third year. Amin.