Favourite Quote of the Day

Quoting the best ever housemate, NADIA ANWAR TAN

"Annis, some people tried to climb up the ladder, stay there for a little while, and then fall back half way. But some people, already on top of the ladder, and then fall back to the ground and they stay there coz the ground loves them. Don't waste your time to even think about this people."

this may sound like a self-absorbed statement, but heck.. that's what i see here. social climbing whores who tried to make it but they fell back all the way down. downgraded. they tried to climb up the ladder again, but can't. u know why? coz they're just not meant to be on top.

owh please, in life, you don't have to try hard to please people. just be yourself. but sometimes, that self is so boastful and annoying and you just have to accept that this is one of the many kinds of people in this world. they're A WASTE OF SPACE. and i cannot tahan how people tried to show much concern towards you, but behind your back, you learnt that they just don't care and their main intention is just to kepoh. and what's worse u learn that they talk shit behind your back and in front... owhhhh... "i'm here for you" that kinda shit.

I DON'T BUY IT!

i am being bitchy. yes. but i wish i could chuck some people out of Manchester and make this city a better place.

in the meantime, ignorance is bliss.

Shrinking appetite and i'm worried

NO I'M NOT LIKE THE TYPICAL GIRLS WHO ARE WORRIED THAT THEY EAT A LOT

I'M WORRIED THAT MY APPETITE IS SHRINKING! UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HOW CAN THIS BE?????

anyways, i think it's coz of my netball training. my tummy is shrinking, hence the smaller amount of food intake.

it usually takes a lot for me to feel full but nowwwww... haihhh.. i even had to force myself to eat! wtf!

Miss Independent

current song playing on my laptop *playlist on shuffle*

and i love this part of the song

ooh there's something about

kinda woman that can do for herself

i look at her and she makes me proud

there's something about her

there something oh so sexy about

kinda woman dont even need my help

she said she got it she got it no doubt

there's something about her

I LOVE YOU NE-YO!!!!

*LOVES*

woiiiiiiii takde keje lain kee org melayuuuuu

haishhh nak buat camne. ni nak mengutuk kaum sendiri ni. aku geram sbb benda ni ada kena mengena ngan aku gak.

owhkayy. ppl.

ppl's business is ppl's business.

especially when it comes to ppl's private lives.

there is a fine line between caring and just plain busybody.

if you care about that person, you wait for him/her to talk to u about the problem. then you discuss and you give ur opinion with the hopes to find a good solution.

if you're just plain busybody, means that the person whom ur "concern" with didn't even tell you about his/her problem, but you have yet the courage to ask him/her about it just because you heard it from someone else.

adoiii.. what to do.

and pls ppl. don't make assumptions if you don't even know the root of the problem.

pokoknye, jangan jaga tepi kain orang. jaga kain sendiri cukup. melainkan klau orang tu suro kau jaga tepi kain dia. ni laa masalahnye skrg. cuba korang gi cari keje ke ape. haishhh kesian tul la.

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owhkay kawan2. saya dah settlekan masalah saya semua, Alhamdulillah.

benda yang baik settle cara yang baik okeh? now klau korang tak tau cite, jgn pepandai buat assumptions. aku tak ganggu hidup korang pon.

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i have been blessed with a wonderful weekend. eventhough my head's been quite off lately (just settled everything today), i have every reason to be grateful for.

got my exam results. not great, but far better than i expected. Thank God. i passed them all. =)

weekend in London was filled with laughter, just by hanging out with old friends.

my sister is happily 7 months pregnant.

last but not least, serabut head gone. back to old me.

*LOVES*

Thankful

the past 2 weeks have been crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

my mood went up and down like i don't know what but everything that has happened, happened for some reasons. and i somehow saw that silver lining already. Alhamdulillah.

now just wanna get things over and done with.

fyi, i am going to Canary Islands from 11th to 15th April.

yeh yeh lets work on that bikini body ala Jennifer Aniston in "Just Go With It". owh yes please watch that movie. it was funny and i just couldn't stop laughing.

my exam results will be out in the next one or two days. omg. *faint*

work has been increasing slowly and i'm slowly picking up the pace. but with what i'm currently going through, it seems a bit hard to keep up with the current work.. well you know distractions adoiiii...but kept pushing myself again and again. by hook or crook, i make sure that i revise (even if it means 1/2 hour or 1 hour) everyday.

i'm being a nerd.

but heck, my social life is still lively, Alhamdulillah. maybe not as lively as 2nd year but just have to keep it as interesting as possible

owhhh yessss i'm going to London tomorrow! after sooooo long not been to London town, yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!! much needed short holiday. and i really miss Aina! eventhough she was in Manchester like 3 weeks ago.

ooh and going to Imperial College Malaysian Night. yesssssss laa!

every cloud has a silver lining. though, i choose to see the silver lining only =D

*LOVES*

The Tudors

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

the new term has so far been a bit boring. owh well first week. what can i expect.

my timetable is not as busy, and most of the days i finish by 12 pm. i was glad, but then i just realised how i am too used to being a busy bee.

this week was a bit unpleasant. normal me, PMS-ing. throwing tantrums. mood swings. we women are hormonal. so men, PLEASE UNDERSTAND! owh.. and i skipped my lectures on Thursday coz of the menstrual pain. argh. not fun.

referring to the picture above, i have been spending most of my time watching this tv series. something different atleast, not the normal chick flick bimbo tv series nowadays. basically this tv series, The Tudors is about the life of King Henry the 8th. if you have watched The Other Boleyn Girl and loved that movie, i think you would love this as well. so yess, there are only 40 episodes in total, and so yeahh.. now you know how jobless i am here.

anyways, i feel like i'm getting old. i don't enjoy going out as much, so i spend most of my time at home. i feel like i've turned into a boring person. i need some excitement.

*LOVES*

New Semester!

finally!! end of exams!

just started the new term like yesterday lol.

my new timetable seems to be a bit more relaxed. last term's timetable was definitely hectic. argh.

everything seems to be fine at the moment.

i had quite a rough exam period. just too much pressure coz I really wanted to get first class for my third year. but now, I can only pray and hope that I'll be able to pull off a second upper class, atleast.

this term, gonna work even more harder. though, I feel like it's pointless coz in the end of the day, the exam stress and difficulty of the paper determine your grade, no? owh well.

now i'm feeling BORED!!! i only had an hour of class today and now i'm in my pajamas already and it's friggin mid day. sometimes, i love exam period coz i know how to occupy my time. but now. hmm. what can i do?!

anyways, thought of the day.

I can't stand the sight or thought of how people enjoy cheating on their bfs/gfs.

are you fucking kidding me? if you feel like fucking around, leave your bf/gf a.s.a.p. there's no such thing of getting the best of both worlds.

ok this has nothing to do with my current relationship. but seeing what people are doing nowadays, it seems like a friggin trend. and it makes me feel vulnerable too.

fuck around. owh yeah. follow the western culture.

HELLO! wake up, you're Asians! even worse, some of you are Muslims!

another thing that I can't help but bitching about is the fact that many women nowadays are turning into sluts. are you kidding me? sleeping around is bad enough coz it makes you have a loose pussy, but stealing other woman's man? HOW DESPERATE CAN YOU BE? have you got no self respect anymore? how can these bitches sink so low? you know, as a woman, you should understand another woman's feelings better. men think with their dicks, most of the time. try stripping down in front of 10 guys and tell me which one of them can resist from knocking you down. 1 out of 10? or probably none? but woman.. you are meant to think better coz you have better empathy and understanding and the fact that we are the more sensitive gender. SO WHY??

Another thing that is despicable about women nowadays is they can't get enough with one dick. they need a few, atleast. dear women, we all have sexual desires when we see hot men but that does not give us the right to bang every dick we come across. it's not a flattering sight, really.

i'm writing this post coz it makes me sick seeing how people are nowadays. and i'm scared too. my bf has been good to me, but it makes me feel vulnerable when i think of what women are capable of these days. *vomits*

*LOVES*