Exhausted!!!!

exam period has been a hell for me.

i have just finished my 3rd paper.

ok so far,

• Pharmaceutical Analysis - DONE. but with such deep frustration.
• Drug Toxicity - DONE. gladly, 3 out of 6 of the questions were from the past paper.
• Physiology - DONE. harder than past papers, but still doable.
• Microbial Pathogenicity, Epidemiology and Immunology - two more days. been reading over and over again to get every little detail into this little tiny brain of mine.
• Medicine Design - three more days. omg. this will be the toughest.

Pharm Analysis (FIRST PAPER) was such a big frustration that i really broke down and cried. gladly, it didn't effect my other papers. i am expecting the worst - resitting for this paper in August. &*%$. which means, puasa and raya in UK. how fucked up is that? very. i'm expecting a miracle from God that i will able to scrape atleast a pass for this paper.

for the remaining two papers, please be kind to me. i would be pleased if my exam period is ended with a smile on my face.

looking forward to go to London RIGHT AFTER MY MEDIC DESIGN PAPER!!!!!!

can't wait!!!!

Aina.

Shopping.

Food.

Jalan jalan. =)

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Successful Pharmacist?

my favourite pic of the month.

this is a good motivation.

thanks a bunch Maliq. semua, sila pegi click kat nama MALIQ untuk bace blog dia. one of the funniest posts i've ever read. =)

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Back in Manchester

that post down there. yup, thats an old one, written like a week ago.

now i'm back in Manchester.

not happy. =(

i miss home already!! i miss my family and friends. thats why i hate going back during holidays. i get really really attached to everyone at home. and their absence now makes me feel like crap.

hehehe. there you go Maliq. an emo post just like yours. and yours too, Batch and Nina. hahaha.

okayhh.. i'm gonna skip the emo part. maybe it's just the exam stress. 2nd year modules are hell a lot more tougher than 1st year's. in a way, i'm struggling. and my hopes and dreams to get 1st class again... well lets just say.. going down the drain... been working my butt off night and day, but too many stuff to revise. i'm just gonna continue working hard til 28th jan, then when i finish my last paper i will go crazy in London okay?

anyways, Manchester is still Manchester. i'm glad that when i came back it wasn't effin cold like i expected. it was 2 degrees, but i didn't shiver. hehehe. so used to English weather, innit?

then till now, i haven't left my cosy little flat coz i'm just too lazy to go out and walk in the gloomy weather. it's not sunny here. it looks like a dead town. the snow on the ground has melted today. thank God. that's a sign of spring is coming early. or atleast, that's what i'm hoping for.

i haven't been able to say this. Maliq Fariz, thanks so much for your effort to keep on going to Shah Alam and meet me during the holiday. aku tau konye BGF ni bangang takleh bawak kete, so kena depend kat ko. and i'm so grateful for that! terharu tak? hehehe. and Aliah, mati2 ingat tak dapat jumpa awk holiday ni, tp nasib baik hari kite nak balik tu dpt jumpa awk. and we had a blast, MEROYAN KAT MUSIC BOX. hehehe. rindu gle sume bdak2 Subang. Nina and Sudu nak balik Malaysia daaaaa.. benci. kenapa korang blk Malaysia ble aku takde? stresssssssssssssssss.... takpe laa. jumpa bln Jun nanti.

anyways, my scheduled flight to Malaysia is currently on the 30th June. i decided on that date like months ago due to some reasons (ingat nak keje kat Manc but i've got my hands full now) and obviously orang tak nak bg keje utk sebulan je kan. ye laa.. my exam finishes on 9th june. so i only have 3 weeks to work, if i want to. no such thing right? unless if i get a job now, which i will never be able to, seeing how busy i am. sooooooooo... i told my mom to change my flight to an earlier date. hopefully ada tempat. and hopefully dapat balik 2 weeks earlier than 30th June. =) we'll see.

and hello hello to the new fat me. ok maybe not fat. but that's what my family has been calling me. they forbid me to gain anymore weight. yes, i'm currently 55 or 56 kg (according to my weighing scale at home). heheheh. and to them, it's very obvious that i've gained. ok. maybe i have gained a bit, here n there, but really not obese yet okay. i think 60 kg is the ideal weight for me. =) maybe i should just lose some on the tummy. sometimes it's annoying how fats don't distribute evenly throughout our body. *sigh*

i'm off to my notes again. boring.

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2010

sorry i've been neglecting my blog.

pretty much busy with studies lately.

and sometimes, go out with family and friends. with friends, not as often as we did during the summer. i miss you guys. Maliq and Azzy, thanks for the great, FUN Wednesday. =)

i love being at home.

back in Manchester, the weather is horrible. worst winter ever, they said. so i'm not looking forward to go back.

yes, it's been 3 weeks since i was back from UK. and in 5 more days i will be going back to Manchester. back to the hectic life. maybe more drama to come. who knows? i hate drama. so drama, stay out of my life! AND FUCKING EXAMS. I HAVE 5 FRIGGIN PAPERS. ARGHHHHHHHH... been working my ass

other than studies, been working for MSSM through emails with my committee. it's been hectic, trying to coordinate everything. but somehow, i find it fun.

we have finally decided to have MANCHESTER GAMES 2010 on 27th February.

unfortunately our event will clash with Imperial malaysian night, warwick malaysian night and Sheffield games. it's crazy. but we can't do anything coz that's the only date our sports centre will be free. Sorry to Imperial, Warwick, Sheffield MSocs. guess all four events will lose a fair share of participants/audience.

on a different note, i think Malaysians are going insane. i just don't get them. still living under some craphole or cave? i don't know, you choose.

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December pics not uploaded on Facebook!!!

Batch!!!!

This post is dedicated to someone special. someone who has been a great friend to me for 11 years. Nur Basirah Burhanuddin. my dear, you left SJ! although it won't make much of a difference for me who is most of the time in UK, but i really do feel you being further away. =( it shouldn't be like that ok. we're gonna stay in touch. and when i come back in July, we have to meet up once in a while. it won't be easy but i don't wanna lose contact with you!! hope you will enjoy staying in JB. but don't forget, that you're an SJian at heart. i love you. i miss you.

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20/12/2009

Parents from both sides - my parents wearing green, Haimi's parents wearing blue

My sister and her hubby-to-be

My family + bro in law to be

after almost 9 years together, my sister and her bf decided to take a step forward - got engaged. yayyyyyy! everyone's been asking me, how the f can they stay together for so long? tak bosan ke? omg. to be honest, i've no idea. i myself have never been in a relationship longer than 8 months. so to the crazy in love couple, i salute you!

the engagement ceremony on 20th December 2009 was taken place at my house. ok people. my family may not look so Melayu, but in this case, we really did follow our Malay culture. it was a formal ceremony, not like those orang putih - go to a romantic dinner and pop the question. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! heheheh. just joking.

anyways, started off with my close relatives gather at my house. at 11.30am, my family greeted Haimi's family, who came with 5 dulang hantaran for my sister. for my bro in law, we prepared 7 dulang hantaran. my family and Haimi's family gathered at the living room and my dad introduced his family and so did Haimi's dad.basically, it was a formal discussion about the engagement, wedding dates etc... i couldn't really hear them. takpe laa. malas nak dgr org tua2 cakap. =P

after the discussion finished, Haimi's mom slipped the engagement ring onto Ratih's finger. wheeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! and then, the moment everyone waited for, FOOD! oohhh.. wedding will be in July!!! for their akad nikah (will be at my house), i can invite as many friends as i want to hehehhehhe. ok maybe limit laa. i only wanna ajak the close ones. reception - can only invite 10 of my friends.

and then the pressure. my relatives were asking the younger sisters, Dian and I.. "bila turn awak pulak?" ok very annoyed!!! i'm only 20!! i know Ratih and Haimi have been together since they were 16, but can't compare with me. i'm a totally different person here. jodoh tu klau ada, ada la. klau takde, tak kuasa aku nak mencari!!

ok but if by 27 (was planning 30 but my friends said da lambat sgt - true) i'm still single, shall ask my mom to find one for me. okies? =)

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