woiiiiiiii takde keje lain kee org melayuuuuu

haishhh nak buat camne. ni nak mengutuk kaum sendiri ni. aku geram sbb benda ni ada kena mengena ngan aku gak.

owhkayy. ppl.

ppl's business is ppl's business.

especially when it comes to ppl's private lives.

there is a fine line between caring and just plain busybody.

if you care about that person, you wait for him/her to talk to u about the problem. then you discuss and you give ur opinion with the hopes to find a good solution.

if you're just plain busybody, means that the person whom ur "concern" with didn't even tell you about his/her problem, but you have yet the courage to ask him/her about it just because you heard it from someone else.

adoiii.. what to do.

and pls ppl. don't make assumptions if you don't even know the root of the problem.

pokoknye, jangan jaga tepi kain orang. jaga kain sendiri cukup. melainkan klau orang tu suro kau jaga tepi kain dia. ni laa masalahnye skrg. cuba korang gi cari keje ke ape. haishhh kesian tul la.

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owhkay kawan2. saya dah settlekan masalah saya semua, Alhamdulillah.

benda yang baik settle cara yang baik okeh? now klau korang tak tau cite, jgn pepandai buat assumptions. aku tak ganggu hidup korang pon.

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i have been blessed with a wonderful weekend. eventhough my head's been quite off lately (just settled everything today), i have every reason to be grateful for.

got my exam results. not great, but far better than i expected. Thank God. i passed them all. =)

weekend in London was filled with laughter, just by hanging out with old friends.

my sister is happily 7 months pregnant.

last but not least, serabut head gone. back to old me.

*LOVES*

Thankful

the past 2 weeks have been crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

my mood went up and down like i don't know what but everything that has happened, happened for some reasons. and i somehow saw that silver lining already. Alhamdulillah.

now just wanna get things over and done with.

fyi, i am going to Canary Islands from 11th to 15th April.

yeh yeh lets work on that bikini body ala Jennifer Aniston in "Just Go With It". owh yes please watch that movie. it was funny and i just couldn't stop laughing.

my exam results will be out in the next one or two days. omg. *faint*

work has been increasing slowly and i'm slowly picking up the pace. but with what i'm currently going through, it seems a bit hard to keep up with the current work.. well you know distractions adoiiii...but kept pushing myself again and again. by hook or crook, i make sure that i revise (even if it means 1/2 hour or 1 hour) everyday.

i'm being a nerd.

but heck, my social life is still lively, Alhamdulillah. maybe not as lively as 2nd year but just have to keep it as interesting as possible

owhhh yessss i'm going to London tomorrow! after sooooo long not been to London town, yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!! much needed short holiday. and i really miss Aina! eventhough she was in Manchester like 3 weeks ago.

ooh and going to Imperial College Malaysian Night. yesssssss laa!

every cloud has a silver lining. though, i choose to see the silver lining only =D

*LOVES*

The Tudors

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

the new term has so far been a bit boring. owh well first week. what can i expect.

my timetable is not as busy, and most of the days i finish by 12 pm. i was glad, but then i just realised how i am too used to being a busy bee.

this week was a bit unpleasant. normal me, PMS-ing. throwing tantrums. mood swings. we women are hormonal. so men, PLEASE UNDERSTAND! owh.. and i skipped my lectures on Thursday coz of the menstrual pain. argh. not fun.

referring to the picture above, i have been spending most of my time watching this tv series. something different atleast, not the normal chick flick bimbo tv series nowadays. basically this tv series, The Tudors is about the life of King Henry the 8th. if you have watched The Other Boleyn Girl and loved that movie, i think you would love this as well. so yess, there are only 40 episodes in total, and so yeahh.. now you know how jobless i am here.

anyways, i feel like i'm getting old. i don't enjoy going out as much, so i spend most of my time at home. i feel like i've turned into a boring person. i need some excitement.

*LOVES*

New Semester!

finally!! end of exams!

just started the new term like yesterday lol.

my new timetable seems to be a bit more relaxed. last term's timetable was definitely hectic. argh.

everything seems to be fine at the moment.

i had quite a rough exam period. just too much pressure coz I really wanted to get first class for my third year. but now, I can only pray and hope that I'll be able to pull off a second upper class, atleast.

this term, gonna work even more harder. though, I feel like it's pointless coz in the end of the day, the exam stress and difficulty of the paper determine your grade, no? owh well.

now i'm feeling BORED!!! i only had an hour of class today and now i'm in my pajamas already and it's friggin mid day. sometimes, i love exam period coz i know how to occupy my time. but now. hmm. what can i do?!

anyways, thought of the day.

I can't stand the sight or thought of how people enjoy cheating on their bfs/gfs.

are you fucking kidding me? if you feel like fucking around, leave your bf/gf a.s.a.p. there's no such thing of getting the best of both worlds.

ok this has nothing to do with my current relationship. but seeing what people are doing nowadays, it seems like a friggin trend. and it makes me feel vulnerable too.

fuck around. owh yeah. follow the western culture.

HELLO! wake up, you're Asians! even worse, some of you are Muslims!

another thing that I can't help but bitching about is the fact that many women nowadays are turning into sluts. are you kidding me? sleeping around is bad enough coz it makes you have a loose pussy, but stealing other woman's man? HOW DESPERATE CAN YOU BE? have you got no self respect anymore? how can these bitches sink so low? you know, as a woman, you should understand another woman's feelings better. men think with their dicks, most of the time. try stripping down in front of 10 guys and tell me which one of them can resist from knocking you down. 1 out of 10? or probably none? but woman.. you are meant to think better coz you have better empathy and understanding and the fact that we are the more sensitive gender. SO WHY??

Another thing that is despicable about women nowadays is they can't get enough with one dick. they need a few, atleast. dear women, we all have sexual desires when we see hot men but that does not give us the right to bang every dick we come across. it's not a flattering sight, really.

i'm writing this post coz it makes me sick seeing how people are nowadays. and i'm scared too. my bf has been good to me, but it makes me feel vulnerable when i think of what women are capable of these days. *vomits*

*LOVES*

I still have YOU!

I lost something.

i was sad. maybe still a bit sad. but i'm not grieving over it.

I think i'm gonna be okay.

coz I realised that i actually got it back, but maybe in another form.

so now. i'm cool with it.

lesson learned: when you lost something or someone, it's not a total loss. sooner or later, you'll realise that you'll get it back.. may not be the same thing or the same person, but just know that it's for the best.

I JUST FINISHED MY FIRST EXAM.

I HAVE 5 MORE TO GO AND 11 DAYS TILL THE END OF EXAM PERIOD. YAY!

A pleasant morning

i am a morning person.

i love doing things during the day, get them over n done with, then.. at night.. just chill and relax then go to bed.

went to bed at 11.30am and woke up fresh at 7am.

thank God.

then studied for almost 2 hours and now i'm just taking a break.

my exam is starting in 3 days! i just want it to be over A.S.A.P!

on a lighter note, i'm still deciding whether i should go shopping later. hmmmphh..

it's January sale here and almost everything is like 50-70% off. so yehh.. u can imagine how crazy i can go =)

i'm feeling a bit homesick. maybe coz i'm alone at my flat. Nadia hasn't come back yet. =(

Manchy Land

landed in Manchester last night.

flight was 1 hour delayed. grrrr. owh why Emirates. i think you should try to be more on time. it's pretty annoying to wait, u know.

touched down safely at 7.40pm. passed the immigration and claimed my baggage.

luckily had a friend on the plane so decided to get a taxi together to go home.

reached home at 9pm. phewwww

argh. now i'm having jetlag. slept at 2am woke up at 11am. thought i slept a bit too much, that's why. soooooooooo sleepy. so at 2pm i slept again, with the hope to wake up fresh after 2 hours.

but noooooooo... 7pm!!!!!!! gile babiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!! 5 hours nap.

still feeling sleepy! but managed to do a bit of revising for about an hour. hehehe.

huhu. i misss homeeeeeee. berat sangat nak tinggalkan rumah. =(