Miracle

On Saturday afternoon, my friends and I decided to visit our old friend, Azwan who was in the ICU at Sg Buloh Hospital. there were so many people crowding the ICU.. family and friends.

i've never been to an ICU in my entire life until that day. the atmosphere was different compared to other wards in the hospital.

anyways, we managed to see Azwan despite the number of people who wanted to see him. and only two people can visit him at a time.

i went to see Azwan with his sister, Melina. i was brought to tears when i saw him lying on the bed unconscious. Melina told me to talk to him and give him words of encouragement. it was hard for me. eventhough he's not my close friend, there was a point in my life where i got pretty close to him, and i felt so down watching him in that condition. but knowing Azwan, he's a strong young man, and i'm not so worried whether he will make it or not, because i know he will. people said that once u have a blood clot in your brain, the possibility to live is quite low. but Azwan is different. i know he is fighting this to get back to his friends and family. when i went to the ICU, i could really see how special this guy is to people around him. he meant a lot to his family, and of course to us - his friends.

on Monday i got the news that Azwan has opened his eyes partially and he even squeezed and pulled his cousin's hands when she was talking to him. he is not fully awake, but thats a sign. today, i found out that he has an infection in his lung. not sure bout how bad it is though.

Azwan,

I don't think you ever let anyone down in your life so please don't let us down now that you are recovering so well. we're all praying for ur full recovery. and we all miss you!! and please, i'm still counting on seeing you in London!

*LOVES*