Raya month is over.
September has passed and now is October.
Summer break was over 2 weeks ago. some of my friends had already left for UK, and yet some remained here, like me. well looks like I won't be going back to UK for uni NO MORE.
I don't know whether to be relieved or sad. both, maybe? Relieved coz I completed my Pharmacy degree and graduated and I don't need to attend lectures in the morning and come home late in the afternoon. Sad though, coz I love uni life regardless of the piling of assignments and attending lectures. My social life was at its peak when in uni. late night supper and shisha. staying up late just to hang out with friends. playing cards or just plain gossip sessions. occasionally house parties and big parties at clubs. it was never boring. not forgetting, netball training during the weekends and trashing other teams at Malaysian games. owhhh how i miss! see it was never boring for me. 4 years it was. and now,all i can do is just keep in touch with everyone through whatsapp and bbm. and of course, reminiscing the good old days.
As sad as it may seem, it is time to grow up.
I am looking forward to working life. it may not be as great as uni life, but regardless, it is something to look forward to.
Like everyone else who just came back from the UK, I am still waiting to get my hospital posting. I called MoH and the person in charge said that I will know by end of this month. Fingers crossed. I have already received the offer letter from SPA. so now, it's all about waiting.
Meanwhile, I have been googling on PRP posting. Been reading blogs by seniors on how working as a hospital pharmacist is like, the rotations etc. Interesting indeed, hence why I keep on moaning about not starting work yet.
You see, staying at home all the time is not rewarding. it is impossible to go out almost everyday like I used to. I feel so unproductive. the only productive thing i've been doing so far is learning how to drive. yes, i am turning 23 and i haven't got my driving license. My only excuse is that I had been away from home since I finished SPM and although I had 3 months of summer break every year, I chose to enjoy my summer to the fullest and also by working part time.So summer breaks were not as unproductive as you might think. I wish I could work part time now, but my license is my priority sooooo... tough luck.
Life is beautiful. Don't waste it on constant negativity.
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