Eric and Fazlee just moved into a new apartment called the Lock Building.
the apartment is amazing. beautiful and spacious. enough said.
so they decided to have a little party for the close friends. there were Me, Francesca, Nadia, Foong Tsin, Izzah, Tony, Zaim, Brandon, Alvin, James, and the hosts.
in the afternoon, 6 of us went to ASDA and bought all the stuff we needed. FYI, we girls volunteered to cook. so yeh... the big trolley was full as soon as we got all the things we needed.. and the total cost was.... jengjengjeng. 117 pounds.
mengangkang nak bayar.
by about 7pm, Francesca and I went to their place and started cooking. we cooked Spaghetti Bolognese. then, Izzah came and cooked Tom Yam. Foong Tsin arrived a bit later and cooked Lamb Curry. it was fun. especially the way we had to cook a few times coz there werent any big pots and pans to cook. god. and how we all had squeeze into the tiny little kitchen. everything was done by about 10.30.
that was my first time cooking for friggin 12 ppl. luckily Francesca helped a lot. i think we all did a great job and the boys praised our cooking. whether they were sincere or not, only God knows. but whatever it is, i had an amazing time.
later on, i had a bonding session with the girls. very2 scandalous. all the gossips and life stories came out. and Nadia said, "this conversation is very informative. i like." lol.
went home at about 2.30 by cab. and so u know, i'm up for anymore house parties at their apartment. lol.
*LOVES*
dammit. i'm having runny nose for the past 3 days.
swine flu?
i dont know, really. but i know i got it from Liverpool. the weather here is hot and cold. it's been raining for the past few days, but today is sunny and very windy. wtf. english weather.
and people who know me very well know how often i get cold. every 2-3 months. yeh the last time was late February. haihhh.. and i swear the last time i got it lasted for a month. imagine the pain i had to go through.
ok ppl. u know we always use the term flu for runny nose.
actually it's wrong. flu is like ur whole body feels weak and u cant get out from bed.
what i'm having is called cold. so yeh... i just knew how differentiate both terms when my flatmate and host mom told me. lol.
anyway, cold doesn't stop me from doing my daily routine. like i said, i'm pretty much used to it. just that i feel irritated that i have to bring tons of tissues and i sneeze a lot. but the i like the feel after sneezing. it's a huge relief. heheh.
went to the library yesterday. we booked a study room. it was a disaster. there were 7 of us - Tony, Nadia, Izzah, Fazlee, Eric, Brandon and I. omg. seriously. we were laughing all the time. it was really funny. jokes were friggin random and we kept on taking the piss out of each other. Fazlee and Eric were our entertainers. once they started, we continued for a few mins. as usual. but no worries. we did revise, just not as much and as effective. it was good to cut the stress out.
gonna miss these ppl when i'm back in Malaysia. =(
*LOVES*
Today is my best friend's birthday!
Dearest Nur Shahira Anuar,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!
6 years of being besties, and still counting.
i know we haven't been able to keep in touch as often but i want u to know that ur always in my heart and i love u just the same ok.
hope you have a wonderful 19th birthday. sorry i haven't been there on ur birthday since form 4 but the thought that counts, innit? miss u loads and love u to bits and pieces!
*LOVES*
i have nothing much to write.
juz updating u people with whats goin on.
well believe it or not, i've been revising for the exams.
yes i have.
did i tell u that i have four friggin papers?
my first one is on 22nd may.
and my last is on the 9th june.
so i have about..... 11 free days till i go back to Malaysian on the 20th June!
i'm really really excited to go back.
i miss my SJ friends - Shera, Maliq, Jaja, Batch, Aliah, Nina, Syam, Azzy.. miss u guys loads!
and not forgetting my family and cat. wheeeeeeehhhhhheeeeee! i'll be staying in the house a lot, i suppose. and ask mama to go out with me everyday. oohh.. breakfast at Syed. thats what i used to do with mama. Ratey can bring me to OU or watsoever during weekend. kan Tey? hhehe. i'll play ps3 with Qahl and watch movie or dvd or juz turn into couch potatoes! Dian will be coming back from US. yippee! and papa can bring us for a shopping spree and go makan sedap2.
hell yeah. i'm excited to go back. but at the same time, i'll be damn bored coz i need to depend on mama, Tey or my friends for transportation. believe it or not, i havent got my driving license. shut up. dont say anything. well i've been staying in the UK since i finished my SPM and i only come back for summer hols. and i wanna relax during summer. and i dont like malaysian drivers. they're scary and seeing how Ratey get stressed up on the road, i don't think i wanna go through that. lol.
anyway, i'm thinking bout goin to Bali again with my friends this summer. hehhe. we'll see.
i haven't even gone through my exam and i'm talking bout summer hols. really.
*LOVES*
i'm at a pretty much confused stage.
but i don't want to think too much about it.
tho, Aina thinks i should keep on asking myself why am i like this and whats so good about that person that i cared so much who doesnt care anymore about me.
Iqa thinks that i need more time. only time can erase. but how much longer?
i'm afraid of myself sometimes.
i don't even understand myself.
maybe it's true that human beings only want what they can't have.
and when they get what they want, they don't appreciate it as much.
i want my life to go back to the way it used to be when i was in secondary school.
no boy drama.
less conflicts.
no confusion.
no complications.
no heartaches.
everything was simple,
but close to perfect.
i just came back from a good weekend in Liverpool.
it was Arif's birthday so Francesca and I decided to celebrate with him n our other friends in Liverpool.
i splurged a lot of money on shopping + going out around town. omg. i'm so gonna stay at home now. only goin red chilli or whatsoever once a week. at most, 2-3 times a week. hahha.
i need to study!!!!
Oh God,
why do i have to go through such complicated stage right now?
why can't i just go back to the way things were?
like when i was in secondary school, life was so simple and i was so happy.
why is my heart conflicted this way?
why do i have to live in denial?
and last but not least, why can't i completely get pass this challenge?
why does it have to be so hard?
will i be this way for the rest of my life?
i don't want to. i'm trying too hard. but i'm tired of trying. i just want this challenge that You're making me go through to just... go away.
*Loves*
