Kebosanan

easter hol officially started today.
crap man. everyone's gone.
my whole gang that i always hang out with are all over the place.
only left me, Alvin n Tony.

Sim, Jin and Anthony are here in Manc.
had dinner with them.
dunno why felt different with them a bit.

no MNite practice til Monday.
i have one assignment to finish but i cant be bothered to do it now.

cepat laaa. nak gi London n Spain on the 4th.
Manchester is dead right now.

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Girly Chat with My dear Mama

Most Malay men are possessive and overprotective over their gfs and wives.
true or false?

and my answer is............ True.

WHAT DO U THINK?

was having a long chat with my dear Mama about men. heheh. i talk about almost everything with my mama. owh well, it so happened that she asked me how was Liverpool.. ada laki yang Annis berkenan ke... lalala... mama sibuk gle. but i like.

i'm not gonna say what i said to my mama. that's private. but somehow we talked about Malay, Chinese and White men. i told ma, if i were to get a Malay man in the future, i don't think he can put up with my lifestyle and personality. for example, i remember my ex when i was form 3.. he was friggin pissed off with me coz i was loud with my friends at Jaja's open house. i was like wtf. by then u should know me coz that time we were together for 6 months. godddddddddddd...

ok. i'm loud and love to just go out day and night with my friends. i'm no perempuan melayu terakhir please. i don't cover my mouth when i laugh. i'm not a very softspoken person. i'm open and can absolutely talk shit with my friends like 24/7 (that was what my friends n i did in zaim's place in Liverpool). and i don't give a fuck when people wanna criticise how loud i am. that's just me. i won't change myself just to impress a guy.

so yeh.. that's wat i told my mama and she agrees. then she asked, "yg ex awk yg cina tu camne plak?"

owh well i think that was a different case coz he kinda knew me very well then and just had to accept whatever shit i did that he might not even like.

then mama said.. "hmm.. takpe laa.. i think ur break up was a blessing in disguise. die clingy sgt ngan family die. dulu blk msia slalu ngan family je, tak ngan friends ke ape.. pape decision nanti mesti the final decision family die yg buat. one way or another, his gf/wife will always be 2nd to him. chinese families mmg cam tu".

TRUE OR FALSE??

seems very true to me. not talking bout him alone. but Chinese guys in general. i think it's just their culture.

then mama said, "klau compared to Chinese, org putih lagi senang nak convert kot. coz they're more open and they make their own decision". then i said "hmm tapi maa.. byk org putih nak benda tu je la.. susah nak cari yg baik2." ma kata, "tak semua. ada yg baik2.. yg mcm nerd ke". hmm.. nerd tu harus ke, ma?

kesimpulannya ialah.. mak saya nak saya cari bf org putih. ma ckp mcm senang je. adoiii.. takpe la ma. when the time comes, the right man will appear. although.. sometimes i do feel like i want a bf now.. but nahhhh.. thinking about the fun that i'm having now, i prefer no strings attached. i enjoy my freedom and i can't deal with restrictions. unless if that guy can accept me for who i am, then.. maybe.

blab much? i think i did. sorry for wasting ur time. =P

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Manchester Malaysian Night presents.... Colourblind

this is it people.

the highlight of my first year in Manchester. 600 tickets expected to be sold for this event. i'm fucked up now.

btw, was in Liverpool from yesterday til this afternoon.

suppose to go back to Manch right after the Liverpool MNite after party.

but decided to stay a bit longer.

stayed at Zaim's place. there were friggin 6 of us crashed into his tiny lil room.

didnt even sleep properly. talked+gossip til 6am and only slept til bout 9ish.

was half dead when i reached Manch.

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My bro turning into a sportsman

this pic was taken exactly a year ago when we went to Paris.
Lil Bro hates taking pics.

forgot to update bout my lil bro and his moments of fame after winning 6 friggin medals when he participated in FOBISSEA (kinda like asian games but for secondary school kids). yeh.. that FOBISSEA was held in Penang and my parents went to watch. Papa was ever so proud of him. talked to both Mama and Papa yesterday.

2 golds, 3 silvers and 1 bronze.

fucking hell my lil bro is amazing. am so proud of him. i know my lil bro is a bit of the kiasu type and poyo but i love him to bits. i was never the athletic one at school. i'm only ok at netball. that's it. i was more of a geek at school. hehe.

so Qahl, ur gonna be ever so famous at KTJ and all girls will be wanting u. lol. i'm exaggerating. hehe.

I can't resist spending

i'm bad at saving my money these days.

i love going out for food with my mates, and the next thing i know i had spent a lil bit too much for this week.

so yesterday, i went to the city centre and bought a summer dress from H&M. i dont really mind about that coz i havent shopped for ages and i love that dress. it's like those dresses that u wear to the beach and it was only 13 pounds. so yeh.

then.... went to have lunch at Rice. 5 pounds. that's ok for the portion i ate.

went back to my flat and chill.

later on at 6, went down to Rusholme to have my weekly dose of Honeycomb and Cookies&Cream milkshake.. and not forgetting Jazera. 4 pounds in total (coz i shared the food with Fran).

after that, went to the student union for Malaysian Night photoshoot. they need our photos to make a poster and stuff like that.

we finished about 10. and i was sort of hungry, so were the others. so went to Red Chilli. this cost a bomb. 11 pounds.

so yesterday i spent 20 pounds on food. but i say it was worthy. it's a bit too much, i know. so next week i'm gonna cook at home more. haha. as if. we'll see. lucky thing i have my savings but i don't wanna touch that. but now i'm desperate. i guess i just have to.

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end of the week, and i'm nearly broke

yeh based on the title above, i'm kinda or sorta broke.

not really. i'm exaggerating. i haven't spent over my budget but i was supposed to save up more for my spain trip so that i can go crazy on shopping. but no, i didnt or should i say, COULDN'T..

it's hard living in uni when every now and then ur friends would just call u up to go for lunch or dinner and u just cant say no. coz the places they go are good. or ur juz too lazy to cook at home.

whats worse, when ur friends ask u to go for a night out and u juz cant seem to say no coz everyone else will be there and u just wanna go to chill n have fun with ur friends.

owh God. i'm not complaining. this is just me. i just enjoy going out with my friends. thats why when i'm back in Malaysia i would just stay at home and chill and don't really mind coz i've been going out too many times here.

the week has been busy. and yet, i'm still breathing easily. practices for MNite have been running smoothly. just need to work on my emotions, facial expressions and be the ultimate drama queen (i'm exaggerating). too many different emotions that i have to portray for my character. but i'm trying my best.

yesterday, after my long friggin day (9 am to 5 pm), went straight to Chorley (Laura's place). we had been planning this for weeks to go to Preston (which is near Chorley) for a night out. but there were only me, Laura and Kate. Rebecca couldn't come. good night out.

MSSM is having a party at Pure tonight but i'm not going. see, i can say no! but only coz my non-drinking friends are not goin so i dont wanna be the only one who will be dancing all night. lol. plus, i'm not doing another 2 nights in a row. done that last week and i say NO!

MNite practice again tonite. 8.30 til 10.30 i suppose (like on Wednesday). owh god.

EBL five page long essay to be done by end of next week.

Liverpool Mnite on Tuesday.

I need to shop. I haven't shopped for this whole month.

go Primark la.

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Hectic, but I like

today, i had my first M Nite practice.

to be honest, i can actually act. i mean for a first timer, i'm not that bad. with a bit more practice, i can actually do well.

maybe coz i watch too many tv series.

anyway, i'm not gonna spoil to y'all bout wat the hell is the play about.

so moving on.

i'm having a very busy week. three effing practicals a week. assignments. studies. Malaysian Nite. my social life.

i was so busy yesterday, that i was practically not in my flat til 1 am.

• lectures.
• apartment viewing.
• meeting estate agent.
• international 16 meeting.
• dinner at Jazera.
• went to hang out with my mates at a bar in Hilton (yes!) coz Michelle Lim (my KTJ classmate) was here. i swear to God the mocktail there was amazingly awesome!!!

slept for 6 hours at night and had to wake up at 7.45 am this morning for the 9 am lecture. story of my life.
despite being all hectic, i'm pretty much ok. infact, i don't really mind. can't stay in the flat and just stare at my laptop for hours.
fyi, not motivated to study at all.
maybe gonna start tomorrow coz i have a day off.

I LOVE NATE ARCHIBALD, for now. go figure.

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