The Excuses

this is like an epidemic, really. it happens to all people.

generally, when you can't get something done, you would give your teammates/colleagues etc a whole list of excuses! my cat died, i was sad, i was busy, i was talking to someone, i just broke up, i'm not feeling well.. and it goes on and on and on.

that's friggin normal. but some people are just bad at giving excuses and in the end all you hear is a pile of BULLSHIT.

Owhkay. this is another thing that i discovered about myself just recently.

Sometimes, i give excuses for other people's wrongdoings. and then when i reflect on it again, i feel like crap coz the only question came to my head was "why did i even back him/her up?"

it's not a sense of guilt. it's more like stupidity. because only later on i see his/her true colours and defending him/her was a completely stupidity. owh dear.

so the lesson is.. if your friend or whoever you know is doing shit, and you feel the need to look at the brighter side and giving excuses to your other friends on his/her behalf, i can just tell you one thing.

don't be stupid.

if it's wrong, it's wrong.

don't justify it.

don't make excuses as though he/she is not really doing shit.

and also, don't listen to people's lame excuses.

It's Spring Time!

SPRING!! HOORAYYYYYYY!

The past few days, it's been hot and sunny here. okay the definition of hot here is 14 degrees and above. and yes, sounds quite cold but really when you get too used to 5 degrees and below, and suddenly the temperature shoots up, owh yes, that's a sign to wear less clothes and take ur sunnies out for a stroll down the park!

i love spring! when the flowers start blooming, and the sun shines like more than 8 hours a day. yay! but knowing the English weather, this is just going to last for a week then back to gloominess. yikes.

anyways, last weekend was Warwick Games. my netball team came 2nd again. argh.. the previous week was Sheffield Games and we also came 2nd. dammit.. but heck. i love netball and the adrenaline rush of it. and whenever my GS and GA score a goal, make me wanna touchthe sky. yeh! so netball season is officially over. don't think i'm ever gonna quit, planning to continue til the end of uni life. and every year, i get really awesome team mates! love it!

hmm... i think i need to make a shout out to people. when your friend tells you that she/he just broke up with bf/gf, please don't go all sympathetic. seriously, that's the last thing you would wanna do. soo what you should do is just say, " owh really, what the hell happened?" rather than "omg why?? i'm so sorry to hear that". FYI people, NOT ALL break ups are shit and bad. some are just meant to be and definitely for the best. some couples may look perfect in public, but you have no idea about the internal problems. so please don't go saying, "why break up?? you guys seemed perfect together". nah ah people. that's a no no. don't go all optimistic on the past relationship, people. you should be saying, "don't worry, you'll find someone better".

ok people. this is a lesson told by yours truly. take it or leave it.hehe.

*LOVES*

Favourite Quote of the Day

Quoting the best ever housemate, NADIA ANWAR TAN

"Annis, some people tried to climb up the ladder, stay there for a little while, and then fall back half way. But some people, already on top of the ladder, and then fall back to the ground and they stay there coz the ground loves them. Don't waste your time to even think about this people."

this may sound like a self-absorbed statement, but heck.. that's what i see here. social climbing whores who tried to make it but they fell back all the way down. downgraded. they tried to climb up the ladder again, but can't. u know why? coz they're just not meant to be on top.

owh please, in life, you don't have to try hard to please people. just be yourself. but sometimes, that self is so boastful and annoying and you just have to accept that this is one of the many kinds of people in this world. they're A WASTE OF SPACE. and i cannot tahan how people tried to show much concern towards you, but behind your back, you learnt that they just don't care and their main intention is just to kepoh. and what's worse u learn that they talk shit behind your back and in front... owhhhh... "i'm here for you" that kinda shit.

I DON'T BUY IT!

i am being bitchy. yes. but i wish i could chuck some people out of Manchester and make this city a better place.

in the meantime, ignorance is bliss.

Shrinking appetite and i'm worried

NO I'M NOT LIKE THE TYPICAL GIRLS WHO ARE WORRIED THAT THEY EAT A LOT

I'M WORRIED THAT MY APPETITE IS SHRINKING! UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HOW CAN THIS BE?????

anyways, i think it's coz of my netball training. my tummy is shrinking, hence the smaller amount of food intake.

it usually takes a lot for me to feel full but nowwwww... haihhh.. i even had to force myself to eat! wtf!

Miss Independent

current song playing on my laptop *playlist on shuffle*

and i love this part of the song

ooh there's something about

kinda woman that can do for herself

i look at her and she makes me proud

there's something about her

there something oh so sexy about

kinda woman dont even need my help

she said she got it she got it no doubt

there's something about her

I LOVE YOU NE-YO!!!!

*LOVES*

woiiiiiiii takde keje lain kee org melayuuuuu

haishhh nak buat camne. ni nak mengutuk kaum sendiri ni. aku geram sbb benda ni ada kena mengena ngan aku gak.

owhkayy. ppl.

ppl's business is ppl's business.

especially when it comes to ppl's private lives.

there is a fine line between caring and just plain busybody.

if you care about that person, you wait for him/her to talk to u about the problem. then you discuss and you give ur opinion with the hopes to find a good solution.

if you're just plain busybody, means that the person whom ur "concern" with didn't even tell you about his/her problem, but you have yet the courage to ask him/her about it just because you heard it from someone else.

adoiii.. what to do.

and pls ppl. don't make assumptions if you don't even know the root of the problem.

pokoknye, jangan jaga tepi kain orang. jaga kain sendiri cukup. melainkan klau orang tu suro kau jaga tepi kain dia. ni laa masalahnye skrg. cuba korang gi cari keje ke ape. haishhh kesian tul la.

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owhkay kawan2. saya dah settlekan masalah saya semua, Alhamdulillah.

benda yang baik settle cara yang baik okeh? now klau korang tak tau cite, jgn pepandai buat assumptions. aku tak ganggu hidup korang pon.

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i have been blessed with a wonderful weekend. eventhough my head's been quite off lately (just settled everything today), i have every reason to be grateful for.

got my exam results. not great, but far better than i expected. Thank God. i passed them all. =)

weekend in London was filled with laughter, just by hanging out with old friends.

my sister is happily 7 months pregnant.

last but not least, serabut head gone. back to old me.

*LOVES*

Thankful

the past 2 weeks have been crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

my mood went up and down like i don't know what but everything that has happened, happened for some reasons. and i somehow saw that silver lining already. Alhamdulillah.

now just wanna get things over and done with.

fyi, i am going to Canary Islands from 11th to 15th April.

yeh yeh lets work on that bikini body ala Jennifer Aniston in "Just Go With It". owh yes please watch that movie. it was funny and i just couldn't stop laughing.

my exam results will be out in the next one or two days. omg. *faint*

work has been increasing slowly and i'm slowly picking up the pace. but with what i'm currently going through, it seems a bit hard to keep up with the current work.. well you know distractions adoiiii...but kept pushing myself again and again. by hook or crook, i make sure that i revise (even if it means 1/2 hour or 1 hour) everyday.

i'm being a nerd.

but heck, my social life is still lively, Alhamdulillah. maybe not as lively as 2nd year but just have to keep it as interesting as possible

owhhh yessss i'm going to London tomorrow! after sooooo long not been to London town, yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!! much needed short holiday. and i really miss Aina! eventhough she was in Manchester like 3 weeks ago.

ooh and going to Imperial College Malaysian Night. yesssssss laa!

every cloud has a silver lining. though, i choose to see the silver lining only =D

*LOVES*