It takes a lot to become a pharmacist. pfft.

exam timetable is out.

first paper 19th May- Drug Metabolism and Disposition

25th May - Rational Drug Design (two papers)

27th May - Pharmacology 2
2nd June - Disease Management

6th June - Social Pharmacy.


argh. i don't really like some of the subjects this semester. i'm annoyed by the fact that i don't even have the mood to read for those subjects. damn.

i have started my revision since i came back from Gran Canaria. pretty slow. and shit loads of info especially for Pharmacology. really. now i understand why med students hate Pharmacology. even after 1 hour reading it, i can feel like my brain is fried.

anyways, right after i finish my exam, i will be doing 2 weeks placement at Cooperative Pharmacy. finally they confirmed the details with me. quite lucky to get this placement. seems like the Brits really cut down on giving jobs or even summer placements to the international students.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SUMMER!
anyways, my sis, Ratih is almost due. omg. her tummy is friggin huge now. wish i could be there when she pops my niece out. =(((( hopefully by end of this month or early next month you'll hear the happy news.

soooo.. the plan is, as soon as i finish my placement, i will take a flight back to Malaysia. hoping for no resits, i will come back to UK around mid September. sounds like a plan eyh?

will also apply for internship in Malaysia. *fingers crossed*

*LOVES*

Easter!!!

Hola!
few days ago, just came back from Gran Canaria. and it was amazing!!!
much needed break! yehhhh!
the trip was tiring, however we managed to fully utilise our time so yayyyyyyy!

now back in Manchester and trying to study as much as possible.

weather is damnnnn nice now. everyday is like 17-19 degrees. so bring out the summer clothes and pack all those winter clothes into the box.
hence the reason why i cant study during the day. just feel like going out every friggin day.

i just realised uni year is coming to an end.

and next September, will start my 4th year. omg.
stop the clock please.
and i'm starting to feel sad.
my best ever flatmate Nadia will be leaving for London after she graduates in July.
damnnn no more bimbo flatmate to be bimbo with and to bitch with. haiyo.

next uni year will be staying with Kaizan. he's in his first year now and got to know him for the past few months and we're quite close already. so yep, i have a little brother to live with next year! will be living in a student flat like literally seconds from my uni building. it's a 3 bedroom flat (the 3rd person is random so we expect he/she better put up with our shit or off you out of the flat!). hoping 4th year to be another great year! amin!

a little something i learned.
anger is NOT the way to go. you can be all angry at that person but in the end of the day, you realise that you wasted your precious energy on people who are insignificant and waste of space. so when you feel like getting angry, take a deep breath, and tell yourself, it's not worth it and totally unnecessary. why waste time and energy on insignificant people?

*LOVES*

The Excuses

this is like an epidemic, really. it happens to all people.

generally, when you can't get something done, you would give your teammates/colleagues etc a whole list of excuses! my cat died, i was sad, i was busy, i was talking to someone, i just broke up, i'm not feeling well.. and it goes on and on and on.

that's friggin normal. but some people are just bad at giving excuses and in the end all you hear is a pile of BULLSHIT.

Owhkay. this is another thing that i discovered about myself just recently.

Sometimes, i give excuses for other people's wrongdoings. and then when i reflect on it again, i feel like crap coz the only question came to my head was "why did i even back him/her up?"

it's not a sense of guilt. it's more like stupidity. because only later on i see his/her true colours and defending him/her was a completely stupidity. owh dear.

so the lesson is.. if your friend or whoever you know is doing shit, and you feel the need to look at the brighter side and giving excuses to your other friends on his/her behalf, i can just tell you one thing.

don't be stupid.

if it's wrong, it's wrong.

don't justify it.

don't make excuses as though he/she is not really doing shit.

and also, don't listen to people's lame excuses.

It's Spring Time!

SPRING!! HOORAYYYYYYY!

The past few days, it's been hot and sunny here. okay the definition of hot here is 14 degrees and above. and yes, sounds quite cold but really when you get too used to 5 degrees and below, and suddenly the temperature shoots up, owh yes, that's a sign to wear less clothes and take ur sunnies out for a stroll down the park!

i love spring! when the flowers start blooming, and the sun shines like more than 8 hours a day. yay! but knowing the English weather, this is just going to last for a week then back to gloominess. yikes.

anyways, last weekend was Warwick Games. my netball team came 2nd again. argh.. the previous week was Sheffield Games and we also came 2nd. dammit.. but heck. i love netball and the adrenaline rush of it. and whenever my GS and GA score a goal, make me wanna touchthe sky. yeh! so netball season is officially over. don't think i'm ever gonna quit, planning to continue til the end of uni life. and every year, i get really awesome team mates! love it!

hmm... i think i need to make a shout out to people. when your friend tells you that she/he just broke up with bf/gf, please don't go all sympathetic. seriously, that's the last thing you would wanna do. soo what you should do is just say, " owh really, what the hell happened?" rather than "omg why?? i'm so sorry to hear that". FYI people, NOT ALL break ups are shit and bad. some are just meant to be and definitely for the best. some couples may look perfect in public, but you have no idea about the internal problems. so please don't go saying, "why break up?? you guys seemed perfect together". nah ah people. that's a no no. don't go all optimistic on the past relationship, people. you should be saying, "don't worry, you'll find someone better".

ok people. this is a lesson told by yours truly. take it or leave it.hehe.

*LOVES*

Favourite Quote of the Day

Quoting the best ever housemate, NADIA ANWAR TAN

"Annis, some people tried to climb up the ladder, stay there for a little while, and then fall back half way. But some people, already on top of the ladder, and then fall back to the ground and they stay there coz the ground loves them. Don't waste your time to even think about this people."

this may sound like a self-absorbed statement, but heck.. that's what i see here. social climbing whores who tried to make it but they fell back all the way down. downgraded. they tried to climb up the ladder again, but can't. u know why? coz they're just not meant to be on top.

owh please, in life, you don't have to try hard to please people. just be yourself. but sometimes, that self is so boastful and annoying and you just have to accept that this is one of the many kinds of people in this world. they're A WASTE OF SPACE. and i cannot tahan how people tried to show much concern towards you, but behind your back, you learnt that they just don't care and their main intention is just to kepoh. and what's worse u learn that they talk shit behind your back and in front... owhhhh... "i'm here for you" that kinda shit.

I DON'T BUY IT!

i am being bitchy. yes. but i wish i could chuck some people out of Manchester and make this city a better place.

in the meantime, ignorance is bliss.

Shrinking appetite and i'm worried

NO I'M NOT LIKE THE TYPICAL GIRLS WHO ARE WORRIED THAT THEY EAT A LOT

I'M WORRIED THAT MY APPETITE IS SHRINKING! UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HOW CAN THIS BE?????

anyways, i think it's coz of my netball training. my tummy is shrinking, hence the smaller amount of food intake.

it usually takes a lot for me to feel full but nowwwww... haihhh.. i even had to force myself to eat! wtf!

Miss Independent

current song playing on my laptop *playlist on shuffle*

and i love this part of the song

ooh there's something about

kinda woman that can do for herself

i look at her and she makes me proud

there's something about her

there something oh so sexy about

kinda woman dont even need my help

she said she got it she got it no doubt

there's something about her

I LOVE YOU NE-YO!!!!

*LOVES*