and sooooo it's down to 2

i'm done with my 4th paper, Pharmacology!
i left the exam hall with a smile.

well the thing is. i was screwing my brain by memorising the hundreds of drug names and the mechanism and the receptors etc for the past few days.
and omg it was one of the most challenging subjects ever.
if you ain't got the memorising skills, Pharmacy aint for you.

so yeah.. i had to train my brain. did all the past papers i could find and pretty much memorised the answers. ad thankfully, more than half of the questions were from past papers so fingers crossed, i hope to get a high 2 1 or first for this. pretty please.

my next papers will be on 2nd and 6th June and i'll be done by after that yeahhhhhhh!
can't wait!
so the next few days i will be more chilled. =)

OWH WHAT THE EFFERS.

OWHKAY.
3 papers down.
3 papers to go.
really. what the eff man.
everyone else is like either done or have 1 or 2 more papers only.
are u friggin kidding me?

sucks being a pharmacist.
we work our asses off during exams.
but in the end of the day, we don't get the recognition like doctors and dentists do.

hehe. just felt like ranting.
well i'm just a bit moody thinking of my whole family is at home.
owh wait, minus me and Boy (in KTJ).
yep, Dian a.k.a Aunty Jenjen is at home.
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


and i'm stuck in this &!%&(#% country!!! and exams aint helping y'all!

owkays need some chilling. eheh.

Hailie Deandra binti Mohd Nurhaimi

Hello people! Meet my newborn niece, Hailie! (pronounced as Hay-lee not HAI-lee)
Was born on 14th May at 1.03pm.
2.85kg.
a healthy pretty baby girl indeed.

Eventhough I'm like thousands of miles away from my family, felt as though i was there. Ratih kept on bbm-ing me from the moment when her waterbag broke til after Hailie was born.
she kept on telling me how painful it is, until like around 10am she said, ok cannot take it anymore. asked for the epidural injection. like around 12pm she started pushing and then.. little Hailie finally came out at 1.03pm! and straight away got a phone call from Mama, baby's out!

the pic above was taken like a day after she was born. i think she is gorgeous, just like her name. and please don't ask me that crap.. eee kenapa nama matsaleh sgt. i ain't in the position to answer that. but anyways, Ratih's been sending pics of Hailie on daily basis. all on my bb, not bothered to upload on my laptop.

ooooooooooohhhhhh can't wait to come home already!
Aunty Nini loves you, Hailie.

_________________________________________

apart from the good news, i'm currently in the midst of exam period. more like PMS for the next 2 weeks. omg. can't wait for this semester to be over. wheeeeeeeheeeeeeeee!
one down, 5 more to go!
it's tiring! all i can think of is drug names and QSAR and therapeutic proteins for now.

wish me luck.

and my flight back to Malaysia is on.... jengjengjeng... 22nd June.
i'm reaching on 23rd!
26th - off to Bali with sis Dian!

hope to be back in UK by mid Sept and will need to plan for a short holiday before class commences on the 21st Sept. Istanbul anyone? hehehe.

bring it on final year. i can't wait.

ON HIATUS

EXAM STRESS KICKS IN FINALLY!


arghhh i hate this sem's modules.

so anyways, life has been pretty much the same.
sometimes i wonder whether i realise that exam is in 10 days coz i'm effin relaxed.
i should be studying 8 hours a day.
but seems like i can't go more than 4 hours.
owh well.
i've covered most of the material.
just that i need to start memorising.

come on! i need to feel the stress to study even more. arghhhhh. not enough stress. how?

anyways, this blog will be on hiatus for a month.
i will only write a new blog post if there's anything particularly new.

for now, EXAM EXAM EXAM.

ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS PEOPLE.
STUDY SMART.

I MISS EVERYONE AT HOME!
owh sistah, please go into labour a.s.a.p. seems like my niece is pretty stubborn coz she still doesn't wanna come out.

*LOVES*

It takes a lot to become a pharmacist. pfft.

exam timetable is out.

first paper 19th May- Drug Metabolism and Disposition

25th May - Rational Drug Design (two papers)

27th May - Pharmacology 2
2nd June - Disease Management

6th June - Social Pharmacy.


argh. i don't really like some of the subjects this semester. i'm annoyed by the fact that i don't even have the mood to read for those subjects. damn.

i have started my revision since i came back from Gran Canaria. pretty slow. and shit loads of info especially for Pharmacology. really. now i understand why med students hate Pharmacology. even after 1 hour reading it, i can feel like my brain is fried.

anyways, right after i finish my exam, i will be doing 2 weeks placement at Cooperative Pharmacy. finally they confirmed the details with me. quite lucky to get this placement. seems like the Brits really cut down on giving jobs or even summer placements to the international students.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SUMMER!
anyways, my sis, Ratih is almost due. omg. her tummy is friggin huge now. wish i could be there when she pops my niece out. =(((( hopefully by end of this month or early next month you'll hear the happy news.

soooo.. the plan is, as soon as i finish my placement, i will take a flight back to Malaysia. hoping for no resits, i will come back to UK around mid September. sounds like a plan eyh?

will also apply for internship in Malaysia. *fingers crossed*

*LOVES*

Easter!!!

Hola!
few days ago, just came back from Gran Canaria. and it was amazing!!!
much needed break! yehhhh!
the trip was tiring, however we managed to fully utilise our time so yayyyyyyy!

now back in Manchester and trying to study as much as possible.

weather is damnnnn nice now. everyday is like 17-19 degrees. so bring out the summer clothes and pack all those winter clothes into the box.
hence the reason why i cant study during the day. just feel like going out every friggin day.

i just realised uni year is coming to an end.

and next September, will start my 4th year. omg.
stop the clock please.
and i'm starting to feel sad.
my best ever flatmate Nadia will be leaving for London after she graduates in July.
damnnn no more bimbo flatmate to be bimbo with and to bitch with. haiyo.

next uni year will be staying with Kaizan. he's in his first year now and got to know him for the past few months and we're quite close already. so yep, i have a little brother to live with next year! will be living in a student flat like literally seconds from my uni building. it's a 3 bedroom flat (the 3rd person is random so we expect he/she better put up with our shit or off you out of the flat!). hoping 4th year to be another great year! amin!

a little something i learned.
anger is NOT the way to go. you can be all angry at that person but in the end of the day, you realise that you wasted your precious energy on people who are insignificant and waste of space. so when you feel like getting angry, take a deep breath, and tell yourself, it's not worth it and totally unnecessary. why waste time and energy on insignificant people?

*LOVES*

The Excuses

this is like an epidemic, really. it happens to all people.

generally, when you can't get something done, you would give your teammates/colleagues etc a whole list of excuses! my cat died, i was sad, i was busy, i was talking to someone, i just broke up, i'm not feeling well.. and it goes on and on and on.

that's friggin normal. but some people are just bad at giving excuses and in the end all you hear is a pile of BULLSHIT.

Owhkay. this is another thing that i discovered about myself just recently.

Sometimes, i give excuses for other people's wrongdoings. and then when i reflect on it again, i feel like crap coz the only question came to my head was "why did i even back him/her up?"

it's not a sense of guilt. it's more like stupidity. because only later on i see his/her true colours and defending him/her was a completely stupidity. owh dear.

so the lesson is.. if your friend or whoever you know is doing shit, and you feel the need to look at the brighter side and giving excuses to your other friends on his/her behalf, i can just tell you one thing.

don't be stupid.

if it's wrong, it's wrong.

don't justify it.

don't make excuses as though he/she is not really doing shit.

and also, don't listen to people's lame excuses.