BACK IN MANCHESTER!!!

I'm back in the UK. this time, i'm neither happy nor sad to be back.
1 month of holiday in Malaysia was definitely not enough, like i said before. maybe coz i spent too much time on sleeping, so i didnt get to do the things i had/needed to do. arghhh.. but the past is already in the past. so forget it.

everytime i go back to UK, i feel a bit reluctant to leave only coz of my mom, coz she's pretty lonely at home. she only has Bibik and Molly the Cat to accompany her during the day when Papa and Ratih go to work. she seldom goes out with her friends. she usually meets them only during her aerobic and gym classes. haihh.. Mama mama... atleast when i was around, i would annoy her a lot. yes people.... i'm very very close to my mom. you'll only get to see my kiddy side if i'm with my mom. hehehhe.

it's ok mama. Annis balik lagi 5 bulan. and i have 3 months to annoy u puas2. hihi. LOVE YOU.

the flight to Manchester was shitssss. from Dubai to Manchester, the flight was full. all the British wanna come back from their holidays. but the flight from KLIA to Dubai wasnt full at all. infact, i got four seats to myself. hell yeah!

i'm glad i got the front seat this time. so i became kiasu when we stepped out of the plane, as i rushed towards the immigration. gle tak nak queue panjang kan... so i was one of the first ones to reach the immigration. didnt even have to queue. hahha. then had to wait for the luggage bag. had to wait for almost 30 mins. ni sume mat salihnye pasal, sume nak balik time aku nak balik gak! hishhh.. when evrythin was done, walked to the train station and got a train to Manchester Piccadilly. owh by the way, the weather was very welcoming, thank God. it was sunny, no rain, no wind... temperature was 3 degrees. and i was really surprised that i wasnt shivering my ass off. lol. so it was good.

my flatmate, Kathryn was being an angel coz she picked me up from the Piccadilly station. owh by the way, if you dont know, my flatmates are all British. and who says British are stuck ups! my flatmates are really nice! although sometimes a bit difficult to connect with them, but i think thats just me being the only non British in the flat. so there are only four of us in our flat - Rebecca, Laura, Kathryn and I. yes, i'm the oddball. waiting for Rebecca and Laura to come back! =)

when reached my flat, i unpacked straight away. hate leaving my things in luggage. then chat with a few people on msn - Aliah, Shera, Tammie.. and some others. then had lunch (mama's sambal daging). sedap sgt! pastu Aina called me on Skype. as usual, we talked for about an hour. she had a big news to tell me and she couldn't wait. haih mak cik ni.. she never fails to let me be one of first ones to know if she has a juicy gossip. lol. she would kick my ass (literally) when she thinks i need it. so thank u Aina! was telling her bout things on my mind, serious macam ckp ngan psychologist!

it's been 3 months. sooner or later i have to put a stop to everything that's been messing with my mind. i have to, and i want to. in fact, i want it to stop right now. but why is it so hard?

very few people know whats going on. no worries, i'm OK! i'm still living a happy life, though at times i do feel empty. i guess it's a test from God. i've never been tested by Him, not in this way atleast. so i accept whatever it is.


BY THE WAY, TODAY (15TH) IS PIJA'S 20TH BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!
havent met her since... form 5 i think? but we're Petites, so we still connect via other Petites. anyway, Aliah made a huge effort by telling each of us to make a voice msg/video for pija. done my part. hope Pija likes it. *loves!*