Postponed?

a few days before the MSSM election, i was worried sick that i ate less, slept late and basically talked to myself in the room all the time to prepare for the speech. that showed how much i really wanted to win the post that i was running for. the election was supposed to be on Saturday. i was quite sick on Saturday as i was coughing quite badly. but whatever it was, i went there with an open mind. whether i win or lose, well i just had to leave that to the people, right?

anyways, we all waited for almost 2 hours for the meeting to begin. the crowd that turned up was frustrating. the committee provided like over 100 seats but only bout 1/3 of the seats were filled. i was wondering, what went wrong? i heard the crowd was massive last year and this year, everyone said it was a big frustration. that wasn't only it. after almost 2 hours, the committee announced that the meeting had to be postponed due to some technical problems. basically i don't really blame the committee. it was the Students Union fault. but it's just that i'm worried about the people who came. will there be less people coming for the next meeting? there were obvious pissed-off faces leaving the hall on that day. i was quite unhappy too, but shit happens. and it happened on that day and there was nothing we could do about it.

so anyways, i heard that the postponed meeting/election will be held this Wednesday, if they can get a place to hold the event. i hope things will run more smoothly this time, and i hope more people will come. this is the future of MSSM that we are dealing with.

whatever it is, i have stopped worrying. my appetite is crazy again. i love eating! my friends said i have gained weight (a very happy news for me). and i am certainly not going to lose anymore. maybe gain a bit more... lets say my target is 57 kg? for some girls, they will be like " omg Annis, u dont wanna be obese". but i say hey shut up, thats a healthy weight and if u havent noticed i am 5' 8" (Dian said 5' 9" and i was like u for real???). maybe not the average model height (fyi, to be an international model u have to be atleast 5' 10") but i'm considered abnormally tall for my race. it's impossible for me to date a Malay men or even Asian men without checking that they have to be atleast an inch taller than me. thats sick mannn.

anyways, less than 3 weeks to be home and i'm dead excited. i miss everyone! =)

*LOVES*