Bad Romance

if you haven't heard of this new song from Lady Gaga, i think you guys should search for the music video on youtube. and tell me what you think.

personally, i think the music is good. lyrics... doesn't quite make sense but still ok. video? hmmm.. when i watched it, i was taken aback. and i was wondering, has Lady Gaga really gone gaga? she needs to sort herself out. there were parts of the video where she had very minimal make up on and i think she looks gorgeous. but with make up and her crazy outfits on, i just wished that i was a psychiatrist and i would make sure that she is admitted into my ward.

I want your love and i want your revenge,

You and me could write a bad romance.

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anyways, life has been kind to me so far. yes, i do get annoyed easily by people around me and Aina has to listen to me complaining. sorry Aina. hehehehe.

last night, i was howling with laughter when i talked to Aina. we can just crack up jokes and finish each other's sentences and make even more jokes. owh God. i haven't laughed like... hmm.. to those of you who really really know me. i have tons of different kinds of laughter. and this type of laughter that i had last night was the one that i haven't had for a really long time. i would describe it as high-pitched, FUCKING LOUD, witch-like cackle. Nadia, Khairi and Alvin were next to my room. and they got really freaked out. plus, it was past 12am. i feel sorry for them. but how often do they hear me laughing like that anyway?

i think i have OCD. i'm such a control freak ever since i moved into this new flat. i get really annoyed when the kitchen gets messy, even the slightest mess. so i become bossy with flatmates when they don't clean up their mess. i hate becoming bossy but i have to. coz if not, the dishes wouldn't be cleaned, things would be lying around on the kitchen counter, stove not wiped after cooking etc. and i was like asking myself, since when am i like this? but yeah, i was talking to Aina about this and she said that i should just continue being bossy or else i'd end up being the one who clean up other people's mess. owh not forgetting, i have been soooooooooo honest with people, and when i don't like them doing/say something, i would just show or let them know that i'm not interested. it's not bitchy really, i usually just give them like one word reply like "yeah" or "owh" or "ok". think silent treatment is always the best way to show people that i just don't give a damn. like seriously. what's wrong with me? bitchy much? ok. maybe people don't like this side of me, but being honest is better than being two-face, no?

*LOVES*