Harder than expected

sometimes, you get attached to something. and it's hard to leave it.

and it makes you wonder what happens once you leave it.

for the past few days, i've been doing nothing other than packing and spending time with my friends.

i'm very much attached to my life here.

am i ready to leave this behind?

don't get me wrong, i'm really really excited to go back home and see my family and friends.

but leaving a life that you've built for the past 9 months ain't that easy.

i tell you what, when i'm back in Malaysia, my life changes 180 degrees.

no kidding.

no hectic-ness. no uni. no books. no public transport. no major responsibility. no partying.

for the 1st month, i'll be busy with internship. next two months after that, i'm goin holiday with family and hopefully with my subang gang. and of course, Maliq will be the one constantly bringing me out with our Subang gang. hehehe.

*dunno what happened to our Cherating trip?*

i'm looking forward to:

*my family

*my cat

*Ratih's wedding

*my subang gang

*my ktj gang

*holiday in Krabi

*basically just spend time with my loved ones =)

tell you what i'm gonna miss when i'm back in Malaysia :

*my gang Melayu Manchester

*the Cina gang

*my committee

*MSSM events

*late night dinners and movies

*shisha session

*come home after midnight hahahaha

nahh.. i don't miss the parties. i've gone past that stage. i feel old now and i rather have a chilled night out rather than dancing all night. once in a while is fine but you just get tired of it somehow.

YES. i feel sad to leave.

well, you gotta lose something to gain something right?

last night is tonight.

tomorrow morning, goin to Aunty Azimah's farewell.

will board the plane at night.

i'm missing everyone already. =(

*LOVES*