PSYCHED!!!!

my body is pumped with adrenaline.

i'm so so so in need for the time to fast forward to Saturday!!

i cant wait to board on that flight and see my family on Sunday night!

anyways, sorry for the late update.

i have officially finished my 2nd year.

whether i have to retake or not, thats totally up to Allah.

i have done the best i can (ok. maybe i could have started my revision earlier but being a busy bee, i couldnt)

anyways, the last paper was OK for me. i think i could atleast scrape a pass but my coursemates said that they're gonna fail that one.

i'm just gonna stay positive.

as soon as i get my exam result, i will post up a so called reflective post to reflect on my 2nd year.

but let me just say, 2nd year has been the bomb!! the best year so far since i came to UK. really. i do. i even enjoyed all those dramas i was in... NOT!

minus the dramas, it's been awesome. i love it. and i'm sad that i have to go to 3rd year = more stress with studies!!!!!!!!!

after-exam weekend was amazing. ran here n there. watched football match. spent time with friends. i can never ask for anything better than this.

i hate leaving UK coz i know i will miss good ol Manchester + the friends i have here!!!!!! sorry. sounds so attached. but how can i not?

whatever it is i wanna get my results a.s.a.p!!

so that i can stop telling myself that i wont fail when i have that gut feeling that i didnt do so well especially for Medicine Design 2. arghhh.

anyways, checklist before going back to Malaysia:

-pack

-store my effin stuff

-shopping

-hang out with friends (sex and the city 2nd round)

-Aunty Azimah's farewell

at times being heartless is the way to go.

but it's for our own good.

maybe the positive outcome is not instant.

soon. or maybe later. you'll realise.

every shit you go through is a blessing in disguise.

treat it as something that will make you stronger.

then, you will find that happiness that you've been searching for.

*LOVES*