Better

i'm not so sick right now! my cold is gone (touch wood).heheh. still coughing but not as bad. phlegm is reduced. the antibiotics really helped. yay!

as to what i wrote in my previous post, thanks so much for those who are concerned bout me. i'm ok.
i'm not sad.
i haven't shed a tear.
i'm just angry and don't understand why i should even care.
but it's one of the lessons i learn in life.
so i'm juz gonna flip my hair like it aint a thing to me.

ok i'm chilling now. phew. taking a deep breath. letting go slowly. i had 3 hours of lectures only today. same with yesterday. oohh.. went to this palestinian voting thing yesterday. well.. it was like this. yesterday there was a debate about Manchester Uni to help the Palestinians. they gave us a list of why this motion was brought up. there weren't anyone against the motion but some of them wanted to make amendments to the motion. so coz majority voted to ignore the amendments, there was quite a number of people left the hall without voting for the motion. but, cut long story short, there were still many people left to vote so almost everyone voted for the motion! so yeay! i felt like i did a good deed.

if u ask me, this Palestinian crisis can be over in no time if the Arabs can just put their heads together, forget their differences, combine their powers, dont give a shit obout US and just teach the Israelis a good lesson. like Iran, we all know they have nuclear bombs and shit. if the Arabs can drop bombs on Israel, there will be no fucking way Israel is gonna ever kick Palestine's ass (literally). to be honest, demonstrations are pointless coz do u for a second think that Israelis juz don't give a crap? in fact, i think they like the attention. so... i'm waiting for the day Arabs will run amuck and kick Israeli's ass big time. but i dont think that will ever happen. u know what Arabs, u guys have no balls to go against US or Israel. u can, but ur just to comfortable with the life that US has given to u. and ur too afraid. such a disgrace.

ok enough bout Israel-Palestine shit. back to me. i just talked to Jaja on Skype. it wasn'tlong but she managed to brighten me up and catch up abit. CL tu mmg tak guna kan. tak tau ape CL tu? go figure. hehehe.

owh yesterday i had one of the most tiring netball practices. it was fun. but really tiring. my stamina sucks as hell now. huhu. oohh.. can't wait for Manchester Games next Saturday!! Aina, Debbie, Yuen Zhi, and maybe Hayat are gonna come!! little KTJ reunion i would say? lol.

i'm done blabbing. i think i need to nap.

*LOVES*

Disgusted

i'm still sick. boohoo.
but i've gone to the doctor and she gave me antibiotics.
hopefully i'll be ok soon. i really need to be ok by this Friday coz i have an event to attend. heheh.
owhhhh well...

actually i'm quite pissed off with that certain someone. arghhh.. why did i friggin open her/his facebook!!!!!!???? i'm tired of feeling like shit.

You,
ur a fucking asshole and i hate u for what u've done to me.
i think u lied to me. and u disgust me.
for whatever reason u lied to me, i wish u'll never have a happy ending in your life.
coz for now.. u've ruined mine.
u can be a bitch/bastard and do whatever u want to do.
after 2 years of knowing u, after all that we've been through, i finally found a reason to totally cut u off my life.
i'm done with u.

Ya Allah,
Forgive me for hating someone so much but no one has ever made me feel like shit this way before. i never wish for someone not to be happy in his/her life but i think she/he deserves this.
Ampunkan aku, ya Allah.
berikanlah aku ketenangan yang ku pohon selama ini.

Dear Mama

DEAR MAMA,

HAPPY 49TH BIRTHDAY!!!

I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS... TIL INFINITY!

UR THE BEST MOTHER ONE CAN EVER HAVE! AND YOU'VE BEEN THERE FOR ME THROUGH MY TOUGH TIMES DESPITE OUR DISTANCE!

HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!!

WISH I WAS THERE TO CELEBRATE WITH YOU!!
FYI... MY MAMA IS HOT AND STILL LOOKs YOUNG FOR A WOMAN AT HER AGE.
I LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES. UR THE BEST.

*LOVES*
Annis Natalia

Currently....

nternet was being a bitch to me and the residences of Kincardine Court for the past few days. gladly, the internet is back to normal. yahoooooooo!

so now i've updated myself with the episodes of the tv series that i've missed for the past 2 weeks since i was in London!

i'm not feeling very well since I was in London. been having flu and just started coughing on Wednesday. so annoying.

lectures and practicals have been going quite well although i wasnt quite prepared during each lecture. didn't get to print off all my lecture notes.

earlier today was a Chinese New Year Celebration organised by the Malaysian Students' Society of Manchester (MSSM). well.. there werent many people who turned up. atleast not as many as when they had the raya celebration. and surprisingly there were equal numbers of malays and chinese there. so i was impressed. i thought the malays were gonna ditch this event. omg. dont even get me started. many malays in Manchester are the typical ones. so annoyed! suke nak polis2 org. i remember goin to one clubbing event and this malay guy who happened to be there got the guts to ask my friend on messenger whether i drink or not. dude, i dont even know you!!! why should you even care????!!!!

ok watever. so, the CNY celebration wasnt that bad. it was good actually catching up with some friends here. only that due to my cold, i couldnt taste the food. how sad is that. i've been having cold for more than a week and i have to say it's the most annoying sickness one can have. imagine having to blow your nose all the time. geezz.. so tak ayu ok (like Iqa always said). lol.

then after the celebration, went to the printer shop to get my printer. yay! it was only 40 pounds! and it's a 3 in 1 printer! luckily Tony was with me and he carried the printer all the way to my flat. Francesca and Alvin were there too and the 4 of us hang out at my flat for a few hours.

Francesca and I were stalking a few people on Facebook, especially our coursemates. hahaha. memang takde keje. and we had like never ending gossips bout people in our lives.

we stayed til dinner time, then we went to my favourite Chinese restaurant, RED CHILLI. it was a weekly ritual for my friends and i to have a big dinner there. the food was good ( eventhough i could hardly taste them).

yuppp so that's it. tomorrow is homework day for me. =)

*LOVES*

25 THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME

Iqa tagged me on Facebook when she posted a note on the 25 things bout her. i prefer doing this on my blog rather than Facebook. heheh. saje nak buat post baru for my blog.

THESE ARE THE RULES
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click post.

I TAG EVERYONE WHO'S READING MY BLOG! coz i don't have a list of 25 names who read my blog. so whoever ok!

1. I love purple
2. I love going out with my friends
3. I snore when i'm really tired
4. I can hate people for no good reason
5. I bitch about people. quite a lot actually.
6. I cry when I feel sad, lonely or even when I'm extremely happy
7. I got my heart broken twice in my life
8. I'm more like my mom in many ways
9. I'm trying not to eat non halal chicken/beef/duck when I go out with friends
10. I prayed 5 times a day last week for 2 days in a row. usually i only pray 5 times a day during puasa. *nampak sangat susah nak bangun subuh*
11. I tried smoking before but never got addicted
12. I'm still not sure if I have Chinese blood in me coz Papa said he might have from Tok Mayah's side.
13. I need to sleep atleast 8 hours a day
14. I like to sing when noone's listening
15. I don't like to be alone when I'm sad
16. Aina will be the first to know if anything's going on with me here
17. Aina and Iqa are my current therapists who I talk to when I'm feeling down.
18. I'm having a good uni life but I wish it could be better
19. I prefer having more than one group of friends
20. I think about something a little bit too much til I become emo
21. I'm quite strong when it comes to what I believe in
22. I feel guilty to God in some ways when my Malay friends drink in front of me coz i can't do anything about it.
23. I may enjoy clubbing, but I've never tried to drink alcohol, not even once
24. I hate when people try to make me drink. *macam tak faham bahasa Melayu/Inggeris yang aku TAK BOLEH minum*
25. I want to be better in every way in the future


so that's it. YOU, yes YOU are tagged to write about 25 things about yourself.

*LOVES*

Sex And The City London Style

DAY 1 (MONDAY)

- finished Physical Pharmacy exam

- took the train to London.

- Reached Mandela’s place at about 5 pm. Iqa, Yannik, Chin and I were staying with him for the night.

- Got ready for Euphoria night at Funky Buddha, Mayfair (Mandela organized a CNY party). FYI, Mayfair is like the posh part of London and the clubs there are where the celebs go to. Heheh.

- The night was great. Made a lot of new friends and met some old friends from Cambridge like Megat, Adit and Hannah. That’s the reason why I love clubbing. You meet new people. But hey just so you know, I don’t go to clubs to get laid or even drink. Strictly meeting people and DANCING!!! Owh yeh.. ME LOVE DANCING OK!

- Reached Mandela’s place at 5 am (by taxi). I was extremely tired and hungry.

- Slept at 6.30 am after talking to Mandela, Iqa and Chin whilst having “sahur”. Lol.

DAY 2 (TUESDAY)

- said BYE to Yannik and Chin. They are really nice guys and hope to meet them again. =)

- went to Central London to meet Leon and Khoa. FYI, they’re my close friends from Cambridge.

- Had loads of fun bitching with them, though only get to talk to Khoa for an hour plus. =( I miss you, BITCH! Leon told me something that kinda upset me but I tried not to think about it.

- Leon and I took the tube to O2 Arena to watch Pussycat Dolls, Ne-Yo and Lady Gaga LIVE!!

- We got pretty good seats. Of course quite far from the stage but we can still see them.

- It was the best concert ever. Lady Gaga was ok. I don’t really know her songs except for JUST DANCE and POKERFACE.

- Ne-Yo made me wanna cry (literally) when he sang MAD. I LOVE THAT SONG! And when he wanted to sing Miss Independent and said “I dedicate this to all you Miss Independent out there”, I shouted, “hell yeah that’s me”. Lol. All the songs that he sang were beautiful. I LOVE YOU, NE-YO!

- Pussycat Dolls were awesome without a doubt. I watched them live before this, and I knew they were gonna put up a damn good show that night.

- Leon and I were dancing throughout the concert.

- The concert made my day! =)

DAY 3 (WEDNESDAY)

- went to Liverpool St station with Iqa and Mandela to meet SY. SY is another friend of mine that I got to know from Cambridge.

- It was great to catch up with SY. He was so random and talked shit about people all the time. That phrase he used “face look like peanut” when he described someone really made me laugh my ass off. Lol.

- Went to Woking to stay a night at Aunty Lela’s place. Good to catch up with her and her family.

DAY 4 (THURSDAY)

- just stayed in Aunty Lela’s house til evening. Watched tv all day.

- Went to Surbiton in the evening to stay with Aina.

- Loads of gossips and stories shared. Full of laughter. Aina knows how to make me happy when I’m with her. I love you, Aina!

DAY 5 (FRIDAY)

- went to Central London with Aina and we headed to Afique’s apartment behind Selfridges, Oxford St.

- left our things there and went to Westfield, a new shopping mall in London.

- Met Nurul, my cousin Dewi and my Bellerbys friend, Anthony there.

- Bought a new coat and an evening gown. Hehhe. And a pair of sunnies. =)

- Went back to Afique’s place at 5pm.

- Debbie arrived from Middlesex at 6pm whilst Afique and Hayat arrived from Nottingham at 10pm

- Ashaari and Nurul came over and we started cooking. Sedap ok!!

- Then played Monopoly!! FYI, Afique juz bought it for 10 quid! How cheap is that!

- A day filled with laughter and joy and spent with a bunch of good friends. I can never ask for more.

DAY 6 (SATURDAY)

- breakfast at Starbucks with Aina, Hayat and Debbie in our pyjamas.

- Met Jin and Sim at Malaysian Hall. They’re my close friends from Bellerbys. It was good to finally meet them. Missed them so much.

- Spent most of the day with them. Was real fun. Went Oxford St for a bit of shopping. Window shopping for me only coz there weren’t any nice clothes. Tried on a few but weren’t nice. Dammit.

- met Michelle, my fellow Irinian and 5L at MCD

- Was suppose to go back to Manchester on that day but my friends insisted me to stay another night. Since my return ticket wasn’t an open ticket, I had to change the ticket and paid extra 14 pounds for that. But anyways, the 3 girls paid for me so it was ok. Lol.

- Was a bit sad when Jin and Sim went back to Cambridge.

- Went back to the apartment and found out that Afique got a full set of Guitar Hero for his Xbox. Geez.

- Dinner at Edgware Road. Hayat and I were tempted to smoke shisha when we walked alond the road. Dammit. But we were a bit sick then.

- Wanted to watch movie but was too expensive.

DAY 7 (SUNDAY)

- we girls got dressed up for breakfast at some Italian café. Forgot the name. as if we’re like in the sex and the city. Aina – Carrie, Hayat – Miranda, Debbie – Charlotte and me – Samantha. FYI, I didn’t pick Samantha. Aina said I should be her coz I’m the tallest. Hmm… yeh Aina, but I’m not a sex addict like her, am i? lol

- then went to Selfridges. Tried on a few clothes but they weren’t worth buying and didn’t fit me well. Boohoo..

- Debbie got a cute dress. She was so cute when she wore it.

- Went to Kiasu for a late lunch.

- Went back to Manchester at 8.30pm and reached at 11pm.

- Was sad to leave London and them but I think that was a pretty good vacation. And they’re gonna come for Manchester Games on 21^st Feb so I wont be missing them that much, yet. Hehe.

*LOVES*

I'M NOT DEAD

FYI, THIS BLOG IS STILL ALIVE.

i've been gone for more than a week.

well after my physical pharm exam, which went quite ok, i went straight to London and i juz got back last night (SUNDAY THE 1ST) at 11ish pm.

and today was the first day of second term. it was ok. i'm expecting a fairly busy term, but there's no reason that i cant have as much fun as i did last term. lol.

but it's a new term. so that means a new resolution.

my one and only resolution is to work harder this term and maybe get a first class in my final exam this summer.

and omg. it's snowing like crazy here in manchester!!! i was wet when i went and came back from class. pfft.

i wanna update u people on my London trip. it was one of the best holidays i had with my friends. well i consider that trip as a holiday, though it wasnt very relaxing and i was running here n there.

i guess i have to update u later when i've totally settled down here in my room and i have no other things to do. heheh.

i miss my SJ friends, now that i've met my KTJ friends and my Bellerbys friends in London. =( it's ok. i'm coming back to Malaysia on the 20th June. thats juz a few months away. lol.

xoxo