Disgusted

i'm still sick. boohoo.
but i've gone to the doctor and she gave me antibiotics.
hopefully i'll be ok soon. i really need to be ok by this Friday coz i have an event to attend. heheh.
owhhhh well...

actually i'm quite pissed off with that certain someone. arghhh.. why did i friggin open her/his facebook!!!!!!???? i'm tired of feeling like shit.

You,
ur a fucking asshole and i hate u for what u've done to me.
i think u lied to me. and u disgust me.
for whatever reason u lied to me, i wish u'll never have a happy ending in your life.
coz for now.. u've ruined mine.
u can be a bitch/bastard and do whatever u want to do.
after 2 years of knowing u, after all that we've been through, i finally found a reason to totally cut u off my life.
i'm done with u.

Ya Allah,
Forgive me for hating someone so much but no one has ever made me feel like shit this way before. i never wish for someone not to be happy in his/her life but i think she/he deserves this.
Ampunkan aku, ya Allah.
berikanlah aku ketenangan yang ku pohon selama ini.