aite. people. i'm goin to Bristol for the weekend with my international 16 group. yay!
we have some activities planned out.
i got my exam results and i am very pleased with them. not my usual marks, but definitely higher than imagined i would get. i got everything 65 and above. yeh yeh.. i know 65 is quite rotten but i expected 40 or 50 somethin so gimme a break.
i had a wonderful night out with my flatmate, Laura. we were really crazy last night and dont get me started on what we did. all i know is, next time i'm goin out, it'll be a girly night out coz we girls juz know how to bring down the house. lol. the club we went to was Pure and it was awesome. dance floor was huge enough for Laura and i to go crazy. hahha.. i love my little Barbie! =)
i'm off. updates later when i come back.
*LOVES*
Friday, 27 February 2009
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
Worst Practical Ever
i've always loved doin practicals but i juz got back from one of the worst practicals i've ever done. it was a mess. and that's pharmaceutical chemistry practical which i expected to ace it. not really ace it, but atleast did the practical without silly mistakes. ok done. whatever. i juz need to see other people's results to make sure that my result is ok.
ooohhh.. Nadia (Events Coordinator of MSSM) just put up the fashion show video on Facebook. go to my profile and see it. i made a mistake but i managed to keep a straight face. and i walked a bit fast. well can't help it. i'm too used to walking damn fast around the uni.
Chia Hsien (the Vice President of MSSM, also my KTJ senior) texted me last night asking me if i can do choreographing. i was like, " hell no!". then he asked if i know malay dance. i said "a bit and i dont mind helping if there's another choreographer". owh well... if u were wondering, this is for the Manchester Malaysian Night coming up in April. i don't mind taking part in the performances, but having to think the dance moves... hmmm.. i'm expecting a busy month when we start the practices for the M Night in March.
no classes tomorrow so i say hell yeah! gonna watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button later with Kathryn. but then again, i have quite a lot of work to do tomorrow. haihhh... i wish everyday is a weekend.
*LOVES*
ooohhh.. Nadia (Events Coordinator of MSSM) just put up the fashion show video on Facebook. go to my profile and see it. i made a mistake but i managed to keep a straight face. and i walked a bit fast. well can't help it. i'm too used to walking damn fast around the uni.
Chia Hsien (the Vice President of MSSM, also my KTJ senior) texted me last night asking me if i can do choreographing. i was like, " hell no!". then he asked if i know malay dance. i said "a bit and i dont mind helping if there's another choreographer". owh well... if u were wondering, this is for the Manchester Malaysian Night coming up in April. i don't mind taking part in the performances, but having to think the dance moves... hmmm.. i'm expecting a busy month when we start the practices for the M Night in March.
no classes tomorrow so i say hell yeah! gonna watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button later with Kathryn. but then again, i have quite a lot of work to do tomorrow. haihhh... i wish everyday is a weekend.
*LOVES*
Monday, 23 February 2009
The Crazy Tiring Fun Weekend
owh yes.. i had one of the most tiring weekends of my life.
owh God.
on Friday, friends from all over UK came and watched my fashion show. i was like, damn... i shouldn't have told them. the fashion show was ok but seriously everyone was making a big deal out of it, when it's nothing big actually. i was just doing MSSM a favour when they asked me to be their one of their models for this show. it was fun though. i love walking down the runway. lol.
then after the fashion show, my friends and I went to Red Chilli for a late dinner (9pm). there were 16 of us. god. we owned the restaurant that night. ooohh... Debbie and Aina stayed at my room for the night. poor them have to put up with my cough and runny nose. =S
Saturday was tiring as ever. played netball from morning till afternoon (4pm). there were 6 matches. i was half dead by the end of the 6 matches. plus, i had to be the referee for some of the matches. each team has to select one referee and all my team players selected me. geeeezzz. it was annoying coz i don't really know most of the rules. well it was like this. bloody hell. and how annoying i felt everytime i had to blow the whistle when one player bumped into their opponent. arghhh. my cough and cold were making the situation even worse. i had to blow my nose all the time. grrrrrrrrrr.... anyway, my team lost for all 6 matches. sad? yes. but i dont blame any of them. it was just our lack of practice and some of them juz started playing like 3 weeks ago. but it was a good experience.
then at night, Aina, Debbie, my two flatmates - Kathryn and Laura, and I decided to have a girly night out by watching Confessions of A Shopaholic at the cinema. it was a really really good movie. i love every bit of it. and Luke Brandon is such hottie. he had this posh English accent and i was literally drooling over him throughout the movie. was sitting next to Debbie, and i kept on tapping her and said "fuck off" to her everytime Luke Brandon showed up. poor Deb. hehhe.
then when we came back to our flat, Eric called me to go clubbing. haishhh.. apparently MSSM had an after party at Pure and i really wanted to go but i was absolutely knackered and my whole body was sore. haishhh... many of my friends went and i missed that. =( damn.. next time people!
Sunday. Liverpool day. Aina and I woke up quite early (8.30am) and got ready. i swear, i love Liverpool more than Manchester. Liverpool was fit! i love the buildings and all and it wasnt so congested like Manchester. everything was spaced out. so i was telling Aina, "aku nak cari bf kat Liverpool la camni Aina. bleh aku dtg Liverpool slalu". pfft, lawak gle.
it was really windy and rainy when we reached. so we decided to go into a museum (FREE ENTRY, so why not?) nearby the train station. buang tabiat sket. there was an aquarium section in the museum. Aina and I jakun gle babi tgk ikan. adoii.. the Brits there were probably laughing at us. lol. there were 5 floors and we went to all of them. owh well.. atleast we did some sightseeing in Liverpool. haha.
then.. we walked to the city centre. I FRIGGIN LOVE THE CITY CENTRE! IT WAS FIT! shopping there is so much better than in Manchester. and the city was so clean. p/s: tey, when u come to UK, i think i better bring u to Liverpool rather than Manchester. u'll love it there. so Aina and I walked around. ooh.. i went to All Saints and the jeans there were 70% off. i got a pair of white-ish jeans for 16.50 pounds. hihi. and so my allowance has finished for the month. haihhhh...
oohh.. then met this guy that Aina knows called Shukur and his friends - Hisham and Fatin. they brought us around Liverpool. it was fun. first time met them and we all instantly clicked. loads of laughing too. so so tired by the end of the trip. was suppose to go back at 4 pm coz Aina wanted to go back to London on that day itself but they made us stay til 8pm and so Aina went back at 6am today.
didnt get to meet Azri. he was busy the whole day and so he told me to come again to Liverpool. definitely coz i love Liverpool!
this week, i'm gonna focus on getting better, start studying hard (which i doubt i will), and get my fucking exam results. i might die (literally) if i dont pass all the papers. plz God. 30-40% of my coursemates failed this exam and i really hope i'm not one of them.
*LOVES*
P/S: who's this person - Nobody.Really who commented on my previous post. tell me who u are. i hate guessing games.
owh God.
on Friday, friends from all over UK came and watched my fashion show. i was like, damn... i shouldn't have told them. the fashion show was ok but seriously everyone was making a big deal out of it, when it's nothing big actually. i was just doing MSSM a favour when they asked me to be their one of their models for this show. it was fun though. i love walking down the runway. lol.
then after the fashion show, my friends and I went to Red Chilli for a late dinner (9pm). there were 16 of us. god. we owned the restaurant that night. ooohh... Debbie and Aina stayed at my room for the night. poor them have to put up with my cough and runny nose. =S
Saturday was tiring as ever. played netball from morning till afternoon (4pm). there were 6 matches. i was half dead by the end of the 6 matches. plus, i had to be the referee for some of the matches. each team has to select one referee and all my team players selected me. geeeezzz. it was annoying coz i don't really know most of the rules. well it was like this. bloody hell. and how annoying i felt everytime i had to blow the whistle when one player bumped into their opponent. arghhh. my cough and cold were making the situation even worse. i had to blow my nose all the time. grrrrrrrrrr.... anyway, my team lost for all 6 matches. sad? yes. but i dont blame any of them. it was just our lack of practice and some of them juz started playing like 3 weeks ago. but it was a good experience.
then at night, Aina, Debbie, my two flatmates - Kathryn and Laura, and I decided to have a girly night out by watching Confessions of A Shopaholic at the cinema. it was a really really good movie. i love every bit of it. and Luke Brandon is such hottie. he had this posh English accent and i was literally drooling over him throughout the movie. was sitting next to Debbie, and i kept on tapping her and said "fuck off" to her everytime Luke Brandon showed up. poor Deb. hehhe.
then when we came back to our flat, Eric called me to go clubbing. haishhh.. apparently MSSM had an after party at Pure and i really wanted to go but i was absolutely knackered and my whole body was sore. haishhh... many of my friends went and i missed that. =( damn.. next time people!
Sunday. Liverpool day. Aina and I woke up quite early (8.30am) and got ready. i swear, i love Liverpool more than Manchester. Liverpool was fit! i love the buildings and all and it wasnt so congested like Manchester. everything was spaced out. so i was telling Aina, "aku nak cari bf kat Liverpool la camni Aina. bleh aku dtg Liverpool slalu". pfft, lawak gle.
it was really windy and rainy when we reached. so we decided to go into a museum (FREE ENTRY, so why not?) nearby the train station. buang tabiat sket. there was an aquarium section in the museum. Aina and I jakun gle babi tgk ikan. adoii.. the Brits there were probably laughing at us. lol. there were 5 floors and we went to all of them. owh well.. atleast we did some sightseeing in Liverpool. haha.
then.. we walked to the city centre. I FRIGGIN LOVE THE CITY CENTRE! IT WAS FIT! shopping there is so much better than in Manchester. and the city was so clean. p/s: tey, when u come to UK, i think i better bring u to Liverpool rather than Manchester. u'll love it there. so Aina and I walked around. ooh.. i went to All Saints and the jeans there were 70% off. i got a pair of white-ish jeans for 16.50 pounds. hihi. and so my allowance has finished for the month. haihhhh...
oohh.. then met this guy that Aina knows called Shukur and his friends - Hisham and Fatin. they brought us around Liverpool. it was fun. first time met them and we all instantly clicked. loads of laughing too. so so tired by the end of the trip. was suppose to go back at 4 pm coz Aina wanted to go back to London on that day itself but they made us stay til 8pm and so Aina went back at 6am today.
didnt get to meet Azri. he was busy the whole day and so he told me to come again to Liverpool. definitely coz i love Liverpool!
this week, i'm gonna focus on getting better, start studying hard (which i doubt i will), and get my fucking exam results. i might die (literally) if i dont pass all the papers. plz God. 30-40% of my coursemates failed this exam and i really hope i'm not one of them.
*LOVES*
P/S: who's this person - Nobody.Really who commented on my previous post. tell me who u are. i hate guessing games.
Friday, 20 February 2009
Busy bee
look at my schedule today:
schedule for tomorrow (Saturday) :
done. gonna pick Aina up now.
tata
- class at 11 to 12 pm. i skipped my first 2 hour lecture. hehhehe. coz the lecturer is boringgggg.
- pick up Aina from Piccadilly Station at 1.15 pm
- lunch with Aina and Tony after pick up Aina
- netball training at 3 to 4 pm
- full dress rehearsal for the fashion show at 5.30 pm
- fashion show at 7.30 pm
- dinner with friends about 9 pm
schedule for tomorrow (Saturday) :
- netball netball netball for Manchester Games!!!
- entertain my friends who came from all over UK to Manchester
- goin Liverpool with Aina coz she said she wants to meet Mr. A. adoiii.. she said, " i need to approve first before u date any guys". pfft. but sadly, Mr. A might not be free on that day. but we're still goin, with or without him.
done. gonna pick Aina up now.
tata
Wednesday, 18 February 2009
Miss Independent
the support and encouragement that i received from my friends and my sis, Ratih after i published my previous post were really touching. thanks so much, people.
all my life, i think i have an amazing support system from my friends and family.
whenever i'm facing such difficult times, i know i can count on my family and friends to really help me go through whatever i'm going through.
i think i've never experience a time where i feel completely lonely and have no one to turn to.
i always have people to turn to. and like Nina said, i have so many things to cherish in life, and you people are the reason why i'm still standing tall and strong. =)
i remember my flatmate, Rebecca telling me and my other flatmates to not depend on anyone else other than ur family members coz everyone else in this world, including ur close friends will let u down at some points. hmm.. true or false? kinda true but kinda false for me.
throughout my life, i have different people to rely on at different points of my life. like during secondary school (even when i was in KTJ), i depended a lot on Shera. then when i moved to UK, i met new people like Iqa who i can really talk to about almost anything. Aina and I became so much closer ever since we left KTJ. i remember we used to email each other almost everyday when i was in Bellerbys and now we talk almost everyday on the phone. then i have many other people in Malaysia and UK (u know who u are, i can't list down everyone coz too many of u people!) who will be there for me anytime when i need them.
i'm no Miss Independent, people. i've never ever been left alone in my life. u people have spoilt me!!! but yet, i'm so grateful to be blessed with such great people in my life. THANK YOU!
talking about support system reminds me of my immune system these days. oh my God!! despite the fact that i have such good support system, my immune system is shit.. atleast it has been shit for the past few weeks. remember i said i got better a few days ago. i totally stopped coughing on Monday and my cold was gone since last Thursday. well now...... i got my cold and cough back. i finished my antibiotics 3 days ago and immediately after that i got my cold again! BITCHHHHHH.... then yesterday, i cooked tandoori chicken in the oven and somehow my chicken wasnt burnt but smoke came out when i opened the oven door and that set all the fire alarms off in my hall! i say that's the highlight of the month for my flat! then i think coz of the smoke i started coughing again last night. owh God.. what's wrong with me?!!! my nose is constantly producing tons of mucus each day and i'm always with a tissue over my nose. gahhhh...
anyway updates here! i'll be one of the models in a fashion show this Friday. well.. this fashion show is for charity organised by the International Society and they invited other societies including Malaysian Society (MSSM) to take part. and the one of the committee members called me to take part. pfft. went for rehearsal on Monday and apparently out of the many East Asian Societies in Manc, only MSSM took part. WTF??! other societies there were Hindi, Arab and Kazakh societies. btw.. i'm playing netball for MSSM this Saturday in Manchester Games. omg. craziness. ooohhh.. btw.. Aina and Debbie are coming to Manchester this Friday! but i feel sorry for them coz i'm still sick and i'll be spreading my virus to them. lol.
no lectures today. and i feel jobless. tell me to study. please.
*loves*
all my life, i think i have an amazing support system from my friends and family.
whenever i'm facing such difficult times, i know i can count on my family and friends to really help me go through whatever i'm going through.
i think i've never experience a time where i feel completely lonely and have no one to turn to.
i always have people to turn to. and like Nina said, i have so many things to cherish in life, and you people are the reason why i'm still standing tall and strong. =)
i remember my flatmate, Rebecca telling me and my other flatmates to not depend on anyone else other than ur family members coz everyone else in this world, including ur close friends will let u down at some points. hmm.. true or false? kinda true but kinda false for me.
throughout my life, i have different people to rely on at different points of my life. like during secondary school (even when i was in KTJ), i depended a lot on Shera. then when i moved to UK, i met new people like Iqa who i can really talk to about almost anything. Aina and I became so much closer ever since we left KTJ. i remember we used to email each other almost everyday when i was in Bellerbys and now we talk almost everyday on the phone. then i have many other people in Malaysia and UK (u know who u are, i can't list down everyone coz too many of u people!) who will be there for me anytime when i need them.
i'm no Miss Independent, people. i've never ever been left alone in my life. u people have spoilt me!!! but yet, i'm so grateful to be blessed with such great people in my life. THANK YOU!
talking about support system reminds me of my immune system these days. oh my God!! despite the fact that i have such good support system, my immune system is shit.. atleast it has been shit for the past few weeks. remember i said i got better a few days ago. i totally stopped coughing on Monday and my cold was gone since last Thursday. well now...... i got my cold and cough back. i finished my antibiotics 3 days ago and immediately after that i got my cold again! BITCHHHHHH.... then yesterday, i cooked tandoori chicken in the oven and somehow my chicken wasnt burnt but smoke came out when i opened the oven door and that set all the fire alarms off in my hall! i say that's the highlight of the month for my flat! then i think coz of the smoke i started coughing again last night. owh God.. what's wrong with me?!!! my nose is constantly producing tons of mucus each day and i'm always with a tissue over my nose. gahhhh...
anyway updates here! i'll be one of the models in a fashion show this Friday. well.. this fashion show is for charity organised by the International Society and they invited other societies including Malaysian Society (MSSM) to take part. and the one of the committee members called me to take part. pfft. went for rehearsal on Monday and apparently out of the many East Asian Societies in Manc, only MSSM took part. WTF??! other societies there were Hindi, Arab and Kazakh societies. btw.. i'm playing netball for MSSM this Saturday in Manchester Games. omg. craziness. ooohhh.. btw.. Aina and Debbie are coming to Manchester this Friday! but i feel sorry for them coz i'm still sick and i'll be spreading my virus to them. lol.
no lectures today. and i feel jobless. tell me to study. please.
*loves*
Sunday, 15 February 2009
Go On Girl
FYI, the title is actually a song by Ne-Yo. i'm addicted to that song!
so my V Day was not spent by having a romantic day out with some hot guy (I WISH) but just a girly day out which turned out to be fun fun fun! =) FYI, everywhere in Manchester was like having Valentine's fever . urghhh.. the shops n all. no wonder single people feel depressed here. lol. i would have to say, Valentine's here is sooo sooo sooo overrated.
owh wait.. rewind. on Valentine's eve, my friends and i decided to go to this Valentine's party organised by the Chinese, Malaysian, Singaporean and Korean societies.FYI, i managed to make 2 of my friends go clubbing for the first time. bad influence? NOT! it was held at this club called the Circle. apparently the club was said to be exclusive but i have to say it was shit. club was so small and the music was shit. and it was a very typical Chinese party that only a handful of ppl danced and i dont know have a clue wat 3/4 of the people on the dance floor were doin. typical typical. they need to get tipsy to dance. u people suck. i would say, goin to a club full of Indians, Blacks, or Whites is better coz atleast they move to the beat. lol. anyway, made a new friend! my friend, Azri from Liverpool brought his friend, Arif and that guy was such a cutie! very metrosexual-ish and yet doesn't look gay-ish. and he knows how to dance very very well. and so does Azri. well Aina has been telling me, "Annis, go for Azri. I like him. he's sweet." ok Aina. i'm one of those people who cant get guys just like snapping my finger. he's a nice friend btw.
anyway, moving on to what i did on V Day. went out with Francesca and we did a bit of retail therapy. omg. i think i have a problem. i can't seem to say no to shopping nowadays. what's got into me???!!! but seriously, shopping in Manchester is like heaven! it's like Oxford St in London. seriously. so.. Francesca and I went to TK Maxx and we picked out 10 dresses altogether and tried them on. some of the dresses didnt fit us well. on the tags, the size was 6 or 8 but actually i think they were 10 or 12. damnnn... anyway, Francesca has a shopaholic prob as well. so i said to her, "since we're a bit broke, we're gonna try all these dresses, but we're gonna buy only one that fits us the best." so yeh.. the rest of the day, we hang out at Cafe Nero then made a quick pit stop at Primark and we friggin shopped again, but this time, for underwear. seriously, there were so many choices and they were all friggin cheap. we went a bit crazy. lol.
anyway, i saw his Facebook again last night. yes, call me pathetic but i juz wanna know if they're together. i think they are and he gave her a bouquet of roses for Valentine's, which he had never given to me when we were together. i swear that was the last straw for me. i talked to Aina about it. Aina was pretty angry at me. she said to me, "it's been months that u said u dont wanna think about him, but actually u juz can't let go". Aina has been listening to me all the time, and last night she made me realise how pathetic and stupid i was. that's Aina, she can just be frank and say anything to anyone eventhough it may hurt. i wasnt hurt by what she said to me, coz it was true. so Aina said, "u can't keep on stalking him on Facebook. just delete him now." i didnt want to at first coz if he knows that i delete him, he would think that i'm not over him coz all this while, only the closest people to me know. even my close friends in Cambs think i'm over him. but i did it anyway. i deleted him off my Facebook and MSN. i can't stand having to look at his status and personal message. i think i had enough. Iqa told me long time ago to delete him, but i didn't listen to her coz i said when we broke up, we said we remain as friends. i should have listen to u, Iqa coz he and i were never friends since the day we ended it.
i'm gonna make it clear to u all why i have been angry with him when he started dating again. i broke up with him so that he can have his space to focus on his A Level and getting into medic skool coz he said thats the reason why he had less time to talk to me on the phone or even visit me once in awhile. knowing him, he cant juggle many things at a time (quoting from his very own words). so now, as u can see, he hasn't finished his A Level and he hasn't even got into his medic skool, and now he's chasing after another girl and probably is in a relationship with her now, how does that make u (if u were in my position) feel? i felt that all those medic and a level shits excuses were just excuses to just end it. he lied. that's the thing i cant except. he lied to me. even if he's not, i think i deserve an explanation. i think i have totally cut him off my life now. i'm glad now.
*LOVES*
so my V Day was not spent by having a romantic day out with some hot guy (I WISH) but just a girly day out which turned out to be fun fun fun! =) FYI, everywhere in Manchester was like having Valentine's fever . urghhh.. the shops n all. no wonder single people feel depressed here. lol. i would have to say, Valentine's here is sooo sooo sooo overrated.
owh wait.. rewind. on Valentine's eve, my friends and i decided to go to this Valentine's party organised by the Chinese, Malaysian, Singaporean and Korean societies.FYI, i managed to make 2 of my friends go clubbing for the first time. bad influence? NOT! it was held at this club called the Circle. apparently the club was said to be exclusive but i have to say it was shit. club was so small and the music was shit. and it was a very typical Chinese party that only a handful of ppl danced and i dont know have a clue wat 3/4 of the people on the dance floor were doin. typical typical. they need to get tipsy to dance. u people suck. i would say, goin to a club full of Indians, Blacks, or Whites is better coz atleast they move to the beat. lol. anyway, made a new friend! my friend, Azri from Liverpool brought his friend, Arif and that guy was such a cutie! very metrosexual-ish and yet doesn't look gay-ish. and he knows how to dance very very well. and so does Azri. well Aina has been telling me, "Annis, go for Azri. I like him. he's sweet." ok Aina. i'm one of those people who cant get guys just like snapping my finger. he's a nice friend btw.
anyway, moving on to what i did on V Day. went out with Francesca and we did a bit of retail therapy. omg. i think i have a problem. i can't seem to say no to shopping nowadays. what's got into me???!!! but seriously, shopping in Manchester is like heaven! it's like Oxford St in London. seriously. so.. Francesca and I went to TK Maxx and we picked out 10 dresses altogether and tried them on. some of the dresses didnt fit us well. on the tags, the size was 6 or 8 but actually i think they were 10 or 12. damnnn... anyway, Francesca has a shopaholic prob as well. so i said to her, "since we're a bit broke, we're gonna try all these dresses, but we're gonna buy only one that fits us the best." so yeh.. the rest of the day, we hang out at Cafe Nero then made a quick pit stop at Primark and we friggin shopped again, but this time, for underwear. seriously, there were so many choices and they were all friggin cheap. we went a bit crazy. lol.
anyway, i saw his Facebook again last night. yes, call me pathetic but i juz wanna know if they're together. i think they are and he gave her a bouquet of roses for Valentine's, which he had never given to me when we were together. i swear that was the last straw for me. i talked to Aina about it. Aina was pretty angry at me. she said to me, "it's been months that u said u dont wanna think about him, but actually u juz can't let go". Aina has been listening to me all the time, and last night she made me realise how pathetic and stupid i was. that's Aina, she can just be frank and say anything to anyone eventhough it may hurt. i wasnt hurt by what she said to me, coz it was true. so Aina said, "u can't keep on stalking him on Facebook. just delete him now." i didnt want to at first coz if he knows that i delete him, he would think that i'm not over him coz all this while, only the closest people to me know. even my close friends in Cambs think i'm over him. but i did it anyway. i deleted him off my Facebook and MSN. i can't stand having to look at his status and personal message. i think i had enough. Iqa told me long time ago to delete him, but i didn't listen to her coz i said when we broke up, we said we remain as friends. i should have listen to u, Iqa coz he and i were never friends since the day we ended it.
i'm gonna make it clear to u all why i have been angry with him when he started dating again. i broke up with him so that he can have his space to focus on his A Level and getting into medic skool coz he said thats the reason why he had less time to talk to me on the phone or even visit me once in awhile. knowing him, he cant juggle many things at a time (quoting from his very own words). so now, as u can see, he hasn't finished his A Level and he hasn't even got into his medic skool, and now he's chasing after another girl and probably is in a relationship with her now, how does that make u (if u were in my position) feel? i felt that all those medic and a level shits excuses were just excuses to just end it. he lied. that's the thing i cant except. he lied to me. even if he's not, i think i deserve an explanation. i think i have totally cut him off my life now. i'm glad now.
*LOVES*
Thursday, 12 February 2009
Better
i'm not so sick right now! my cold is gone (touch wood).heheh. still coughing but not as bad. phlegm is reduced. the antibiotics really helped. yay!
as to what i wrote in my previous post, thanks so much for those who are concerned bout me. i'm ok.
i'm not sad.
i haven't shed a tear.
i'm just angry and don't understand why i should even care.
but it's one of the lessons i learn in life.
so i'm juz gonna flip my hair like it aint a thing to me.
ok i'm chilling now. phew. taking a deep breath. letting go slowly. i had 3 hours of lectures only today. same with yesterday. oohh.. went to this palestinian voting thing yesterday. well.. it was like this. yesterday there was a debate about Manchester Uni to help the Palestinians. they gave us a list of why this motion was brought up. there weren't anyone against the motion but some of them wanted to make amendments to the motion. so coz majority voted to ignore the amendments, there was quite a number of people left the hall without voting for the motion. but, cut long story short, there were still many people left to vote so almost everyone voted for the motion! so yeay! i felt like i did a good deed.
if u ask me, this Palestinian crisis can be over in no time if the Arabs can just put their heads together, forget their differences, combine their powers, dont give a shit obout US and just teach the Israelis a good lesson. like Iran, we all know they have nuclear bombs and shit. if the Arabs can drop bombs on Israel, there will be no fucking way Israel is gonna ever kick Palestine's ass (literally). to be honest, demonstrations are pointless coz do u for a second think that Israelis juz don't give a crap? in fact, i think they like the attention. so... i'm waiting for the day Arabs will run amuck and kick Israeli's ass big time. but i dont think that will ever happen. u know what Arabs, u guys have no balls to go against US or Israel. u can, but ur just to comfortable with the life that US has given to u. and ur too afraid. such a disgrace.
ok enough bout Israel-Palestine shit. back to me. i just talked to Jaja on Skype. it wasn'tlong but she managed to brighten me up and catch up abit. CL tu mmg tak guna kan. tak tau ape CL tu? go figure. hehehe.
owh yesterday i had one of the most tiring netball practices. it was fun. but really tiring. my stamina sucks as hell now. huhu. oohh.. can't wait for Manchester Games next Saturday!! Aina, Debbie, Yuen Zhi, and maybe Hayat are gonna come!! little KTJ reunion i would say? lol.
i'm done blabbing. i think i need to nap.
*LOVES*
as to what i wrote in my previous post, thanks so much for those who are concerned bout me. i'm ok.
i'm not sad.
i haven't shed a tear.
i'm just angry and don't understand why i should even care.
but it's one of the lessons i learn in life.
so i'm juz gonna flip my hair like it aint a thing to me.
ok i'm chilling now. phew. taking a deep breath. letting go slowly. i had 3 hours of lectures only today. same with yesterday. oohh.. went to this palestinian voting thing yesterday. well.. it was like this. yesterday there was a debate about Manchester Uni to help the Palestinians. they gave us a list of why this motion was brought up. there weren't anyone against the motion but some of them wanted to make amendments to the motion. so coz majority voted to ignore the amendments, there was quite a number of people left the hall without voting for the motion. but, cut long story short, there were still many people left to vote so almost everyone voted for the motion! so yeay! i felt like i did a good deed.
if u ask me, this Palestinian crisis can be over in no time if the Arabs can just put their heads together, forget their differences, combine their powers, dont give a shit obout US and just teach the Israelis a good lesson. like Iran, we all know they have nuclear bombs and shit. if the Arabs can drop bombs on Israel, there will be no fucking way Israel is gonna ever kick Palestine's ass (literally). to be honest, demonstrations are pointless coz do u for a second think that Israelis juz don't give a crap? in fact, i think they like the attention. so... i'm waiting for the day Arabs will run amuck and kick Israeli's ass big time. but i dont think that will ever happen. u know what Arabs, u guys have no balls to go against US or Israel. u can, but ur just to comfortable with the life that US has given to u. and ur too afraid. such a disgrace.
ok enough bout Israel-Palestine shit. back to me. i just talked to Jaja on Skype. it wasn'tlong but she managed to brighten me up and catch up abit. CL tu mmg tak guna kan. tak tau ape CL tu? go figure. hehehe.
owh yesterday i had one of the most tiring netball practices. it was fun. but really tiring. my stamina sucks as hell now. huhu. oohh.. can't wait for Manchester Games next Saturday!! Aina, Debbie, Yuen Zhi, and maybe Hayat are gonna come!! little KTJ reunion i would say? lol.
i'm done blabbing. i think i need to nap.
*LOVES*
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