Miss Independent

the support and encouragement that i received from my friends and my sis, Ratih after i published my previous post were really touching. thanks so much, people.

all my life, i think i have an amazing support system from my friends and family.

whenever i'm facing such difficult times, i know i can count on my family and friends to really help me go through whatever i'm going through.

i think i've never experience a time where i feel completely lonely and have no one to turn to.

i always have people to turn to. and like Nina said, i have so many things to cherish in life, and you people are the reason why i'm still standing tall and strong. =)

i remember my flatmate, Rebecca telling me and my other flatmates to not depend on anyone else other than ur family members coz everyone else in this world, including ur close friends will let u down at some points. hmm.. true or false? kinda true but kinda false for me.

throughout my life, i have different people to rely on at different points of my life. like during secondary school (even when i was in KTJ), i depended a lot on Shera. then when i moved to UK, i met new people like Iqa who i can really talk to about almost anything. Aina and I became so much closer ever since we left KTJ. i remember we used to email each other almost everyday when i was in Bellerbys and now we talk almost everyday on the phone. then i have many other people in Malaysia and UK (u know who u are, i can't list down everyone coz too many of u people!) who will be there for me anytime when i need them.

i'm no Miss Independent, people. i've never ever been left alone in my life. u people have spoilt me!!! but yet, i'm so grateful to be blessed with such great people in my life. THANK YOU!

talking about support system reminds me of my immune system these days. oh my God!! despite the fact that i have such good support system, my immune system is shit.. atleast it has been shit for the past few weeks. remember i said i got better a few days ago. i totally stopped coughing on Monday and my cold was gone since last Thursday. well now...... i got my cold and cough back. i finished my antibiotics 3 days ago and immediately after that i got my cold again! BITCHHHHHH.... then yesterday, i cooked tandoori chicken in the oven and somehow my chicken wasnt burnt but smoke came out when i opened the oven door and that set all the fire alarms off in my hall! i say that's the highlight of the month for my flat! then i think coz of the smoke i started coughing again last night. owh God.. what's wrong with me?!!! my nose is constantly producing tons of mucus each day and i'm always with a tissue over my nose. gahhhh...

anyway updates here! i'll be one of the models in a fashion show this Friday. well.. this fashion show is for charity organised by the International Society and they invited other societies including Malaysian Society (MSSM) to take part. and the one of the committee members called me to take part. pfft. went for rehearsal on Monday and apparently out of the many East Asian Societies in Manc, only MSSM took part. WTF??! other societies there were Hindi, Arab and Kazakh societies. btw.. i'm playing netball for MSSM this Saturday in Manchester Games. omg. craziness. ooohhh.. btw.. Aina and Debbie are coming to Manchester this Friday! but i feel sorry for them coz i'm still sick and i'll be spreading my virus to them. lol.

no lectures today. and i feel jobless. tell me to study. please.

*loves*