OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm in a deep shit.

yesterday, i went to the Malaysian Night audition. well.. i was thinking, i don't really fancy dancing on that night. and tarian melayu? my god. yesterday tried traditional dance. omg omg. tangan keras cam kayu, camne nak buat tarian melayu. pfft. so just tried out for the acting. there were only 7 of us who tried out for acting. kesian ok. da laa the VP of MSSM is my KTJ senior and i know most of the committee members.

so.. Chia Hsien divided us to 2 groups and gave us a scene. for my group, the scene is in a hotel. so.. i'm good at being bitchy, so i acted as a bitchy receptionist yang kena layan a bitchy customer. they all liked the acting. and so the deep shit is, the committee members appointed me as the lead actress. FUCKIN HELLLLLLL!!! i have no experience or whatsoever in acting. and acting bitchy was easy for me. but what if i have to act as miss goody two shoes or sad or angry?????? owhh god. Malaysian Night is such a big event here, so if anything goes wrong, i'll be blamed. owh dear.. the responsibilities. had cut short my holiday to only 8 days. damn. to back out from this Malaysian Night, is such a shame. so.. i'll give it a shot and maybe when we start the practices i may not be good enough for the role so maybe they will change my character? i wish...

then after the audition went to Red Chilli with Eric, Alvin and Tony, then later joined by Azri. good food. hell yeh. oooh.. then we went to play mahjong. haihh.. kawan ngan cha ya nun alif, so blaja laa main mahjong. i learned to play it like last year, when one of the weekends we were bored stiff and decided to spend 4 hours playing mahjong. last night played til 2.30 am. so go figure. i was knackered as hell. Azri learned to play as well. fun!

i'll be having a really busy month once the practices for Malaysian Night start. loads of commitment. but it's a challenge. and i wanna try something new. so my friends in the UK, please come to Manchester Malaysian Night on the 18th April. =)

*LOVES*