when i do something, especially when a few people persuaded me to do it and i myself think i'm not very capable of doing it, i'd try my best to do it whole-heartedly and 100% commitment. plus, when it's a big event, i'd definitely give my all. i don't have that "ahh.. bantai je la" shit attitude, especially when i'm putting my face on the line.
i am not going to talk shit about anybody but this is gonna be a major bitch fit for everyone who is involved in the Malaysian Night ok. i'm so pissed off and all i can do is bitch.
OK. first thing's first. i wouldn't agree to be the main cast of this year's m night if not atleast 10 people wanted and believed that i could do it. i have no experience in acting on stage or whatsoever so obviously, taking the role would mean suicide, literally.
so i took the challenge. and i practised hard, during practices with the directors and on my own. i tried to come for every practice. tried to be there on time. for me, i've given atleast 90% commitment.
up to this point, i'm pretty much convinced that i can put up a good act on the night, but as u can see, it's called Malaysian Night, not Annis' Night. so the night reflects on the effort done by everyone, no?
people said to me, juz worry bout ur acting. i can't.
at the rehearsal today, all i wanted to do was to break down and cry. but i controlled myself. a few people asked me whats wrong and all i could say was "everything's a mess" and i held back my tears.
really, by now, EVERYONE should be giving 110% commitment. it's a fucking big night. the tickets are almost sold out. 600 people coming, not 60 ok. why can't all of you feel that this is fucking important?
i feel really sorry for the MSSM committee members. as stress as i am, i bet the stress is 10x more for them. i can understand why they are not being too pushy coz some people might just leave the production if the any of the committee members snaps at them.
i may be hormonal as well coz it's my first day period. but i was never hormonal when i get my period before this. hish.
i'm tired. 10am practice tomorrow. but i suppose even if i come at 10, the practice will start at 11 or 12. i'm tired of giving my all when others don't seem to.
i am not going to talk shit about anybody but this is gonna be a major bitch fit for everyone who is involved in the Malaysian Night ok. i'm so pissed off and all i can do is bitch.
OK. first thing's first. i wouldn't agree to be the main cast of this year's m night if not atleast 10 people wanted and believed that i could do it. i have no experience in acting on stage or whatsoever so obviously, taking the role would mean suicide, literally.
so i took the challenge. and i practised hard, during practices with the directors and on my own. i tried to come for every practice. tried to be there on time. for me, i've given atleast 90% commitment.
up to this point, i'm pretty much convinced that i can put up a good act on the night, but as u can see, it's called Malaysian Night, not Annis' Night. so the night reflects on the effort done by everyone, no?
people said to me, juz worry bout ur acting. i can't.
at the rehearsal today, all i wanted to do was to break down and cry. but i controlled myself. a few people asked me whats wrong and all i could say was "everything's a mess" and i held back my tears.
really, by now, EVERYONE should be giving 110% commitment. it's a fucking big night. the tickets are almost sold out. 600 people coming, not 60 ok. why can't all of you feel that this is fucking important?
i feel really sorry for the MSSM committee members. as stress as i am, i bet the stress is 10x more for them. i can understand why they are not being too pushy coz some people might just leave the production if the any of the committee members snaps at them.
i may be hormonal as well coz it's my first day period. but i was never hormonal when i get my period before this. hish.
i'm tired. 10am practice tomorrow. but i suppose even if i come at 10, the practice will start at 11 or 12. i'm tired of giving my all when others don't seem to.
annis..
ReplyDeletesame shit happens to me everytime i'm assigned a "group" work...
it sucks on ice, doesnt it...
i know how frustrating it is. hold on babe. sikit je lg. cheer up k? :)
ReplyDeletemaliq: yeh... pretty much. it's even harder when it's in a big group. if only a few people give their all, that's actually not enough. we need everyone to give their 100% commitment. haihhhh...
ReplyDeleteshera: yeh... i know babe. juz holding on to 2 more days and i'll be done. =)
we cant expect others to be as enthusiastic as us, but we can show how.. maybe when u feel as if diorg buat cm crap gle, u cud show them how they shud hv done it..kan? just hv fun.. isnt it supposed to be fun? dont let others destroy ur moment.. senyum sket annis :) hehehe
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