Tired.. and need a good break

this week has been quite hectic for me.

been going for practices every single day.

sometimes the practices can be as short as 2-3 hours.
sometimes can go up to 6-7 hours.

yes yes.

Manchester Malaysian Night is a big thing. so i'm making as much effort as possible to make everyone's 10 pounds worthy.

seriously, i just wish they can speed up everything.

haih.

tomorrow afternoon i'm going to London, and flying off to Spain on Monday.

but i gotta wake up early tomorrow to make the trailer. and then cast practice til 1. my train to London leaves at 3.35.

i'm still not asleep. it's 3 am. my room's a mess.

just came back from watching Knowing with Azri and Tony. good movie. highly recommended. =)

can someone please turn back the clock so that i have more time for everything?

but then again, i haven't been organising my time properly.

i'll be getting only 5 hours of sleep if i sleep now. so i was thinking, is there any point of sleeping now?

in friendships, i'm always making the effort. but sometimes, i felt like my effort is not appreciated, like today. my Cambridge friends canceled lunch with me for reasons that i could not accept. or maybe there's a solid reason that u guys are hiding from me? i don't think i want to make the effort anymore.

*LOVES*